The month of October

It's been a while since i last blog... almost like 2 months I'm away living in a world of an ordinary human being. Well, blogging is always been something that i am so looking forward for but now, it seems like i have nothing much to write. Jus sometimes feeling empty and numb towards certain things around me. Maybe coming with expectation and really not easy to be fullfilled. But it's always not too late to starts writing once in a while when i feel like.

Lots and lots of things been happening recently in this 2 months..

One of the greatest one of course is my lose weight achievement. I lost 5kg in 2 months which I never think that would happen to me. I have been saying that i want to lose weight for more than 3 years but nothing compels me to do so and now since i'm in one of the Awlympic events - The Biggest Losers, jus goin all out for it! I've not touch rice for so long, no carbo, but jus Protein and Fibre. So far, it works pretty well on me but this is my Final Week!! So gonna really go all out for another 2 more KGs so I'm back to my Club 50++kgs... haha!!

I'm blessed to have my Family to support me all the way. My mum been cooking lots of veggie meal for me, Boil Soup for me, early in the morning before i go to work, she will makesure that i have something to munch on before I start my day! As for my dad- of course he's more happy than ever because his daughter now looking as fit as hot as ever. (My dad always likes me to dressup and looks good in anyway, that's my dad) and my bro, now known as my sports buddy.. Play basketball, futsal, badminton with me all the time! So really to my dear family, thanks for your lovely support. Not forgetting my dearest Boyfriend and Friends. To be frank, without your kick ass and encouragement, i will not go this far. Special thanks to Joey, Michael & Hannee, Woei Tyng, Sue, Shirley, Esther, Yew Khuay and also others... You know who you are. Jus feeling great once again but i'm not gonna stop! Gonna looks good physically and mentally.. wink wink


So now feeling good with nice sleeveless dresses, posing with my handsome and abit gentlemen Cousin in Beii's Wedding.

Jus 5kg, i can actually enjoy myself with a wider range of dresses that i normally put a "NO" to it. 2 days ago, i am like clearing my closet since it's been a busy months for me with my work and awlympics, my room looks like a mountain full of tops and dresses, but i do enjoying myself trying on tops, bottoms, dresses that i already put it a side for a long long time. Yeah!! I finally can wear them confidently. So how am i not rearrange my closet again! So Yes!!! I'm goin to put another 5 KG off and i'm happy! That's my goal before 2009 ends!

Other than me goin on diets, the other celebration from my family is my dearest Cousin, Beii got married on the 17th of October. Wish her all the best and have a beautiful life ahead with Her Husband! I'm happy to be in ur space, be the one who witness ur wedding! U looks good that night! My family always wish u the best of the best!

So October... is a not too bad month. I have my awlympic on, my Notebook and Calendar 2010 launch to the market, Joey meet up with my mother's side family, Beii's Wedding, Me learning new sports like Futsal, Foosball, dodgebal, and pool. Pretty Cool right!! Hopefully i will persistently update my blog more often since few of my friends been telling me what's wrong with me, having my lazy holidays is it!! lolz

I miss Bubbles - Pulau Perhentian

I was in Pulau Perhentian a week back for a pre-wedding photoshoot with Kenneth and Zheng Hao. Well, Kenneth jus plan it like 2 months ago and i am so thankful to join him for this trip with Zheng Hao as the Make-up Artist for the shoot. And of course, working with Zheng Hao, Kenneth and Kah Fai is one of the dream team that i can think of where 4 of us have diff passion on our interest!

And yes, Here's our Couples, Julie and Donnie. One cute couple they are ",


This trip to Perhentian, I have another special one following me in my half work half vacation trip, that is Mr. Joey Rajah, my dear darling... Seriously, i'm really happy to have him with me in this trip. Well, although we've been together for like almost 2 and a half year but trips that we've been to together actually less than 5. So i think u will know by now how hardly we travel together :( . But we make it a point that we gonna travel every year at least once to a far away land and enjoy our holidays together. Joey really enjoy himself here in the island. My diver boyfriend went for 3 dives a day. He told me that this is one of his best dive so far... I'm really happy bout it because he really enjoy it. I'm jus so afraid that it will be a boring trip for him since i will be half working, but suprisingly he loves it! He went for his night dive, and in the evening, he will snooker with me by the seaside.

I know that u can't be here for my birthday, but really, i don't actually blame u on that because i jus had one great birthday weekend with u. Having u by my side is the best birthday gift for me for the pass 2 years. We had lots of fun together in the island. Sitting at the seaside, soaking ourselves in the sea water and having love talk, holding hand in hand on the beach! Thanks baby for the beautiful weekend with u..


All i can say is Lil Miss Sunshine really enjoy her trip alot! Well, gonna work out more and have my strict diets for a toned body for bikinis.. ", wink wink.

As u know, i always love my holidays especially any island or seaside holidays. I will have my most colourful dresses and clothes with me with my flowerish hairclips, sunshades and MP3, enjoying dressing up myself looking like an Aloha girl, lying down on the sandy beach and jus be sunshine for the rest of the day. Yee ha... gonna earn more money now to support my savings and my trip.

I have alot of 1st time in this trip.

1. I see lil turtle hatching in the middle of the night (12.30pm)
2. First Island trip this year after my last trip to KK island Last Year
3. First time snorkeling with My Darling without life Jacket
4. First time doing on the island for Pre Wedding Shot
5. First time using the makeup luggage set that Mic and Han Nee give it to me (Love it)
6. Going out with Joey and my parents actually know about it.
7. First time caught in the Raya Jam and it took 10 hours to reach :(
8. First time seeing sharks while i snooker.

I jus can't get enough of this trip! More business that we gonna have, more trips and places we gonna explore!

It's jus AWESOME!

Lil sunshine's journey to the peak

Yeay!!! we reach the peak... haha... 3 weeks ago. Didn't have time to write about it ever since i am back! Feeling tired and exhausted.. It took me almost 3 -4 days to recover my ache but who cares.... "I made it to the Peak! woo hoo.." after telling myself that i will be back in 1 year time!! Yes!!! 8KM all the way up from Masilau trail to Mount Kinabalu Low Peak! One of the highlight of the year...

Seriously, this trip I don't have much worries bout myself. I guess it's because i once been there and not much of worries of how tough the trail gonna be like, how cold is it gonna be, what should i carry up with me? Is there enough oxygen for me? haha... u know... this kind of question marks will automatically appear in my head all the time. It's not much of this consideration but Just one question, "Do you want to make it to the peak or not!" as simple as that. and really for those who knows me, my mission this time is to bring back my colour cert with me when i am home to KL. and Yes... I have not only 1 colour cert but 2 colour cert. For your information, for those climbers that start climbing using the Masilau Trail, you will have another extra cert because the Sutera Group actually encourage more climbers start climbing at this entrance. Well, it's only 2KM more to climb but worthwile for it... the view is really good. Trail wise, it's not as though as timpohon. Like what Ivan said, this trail have more time for the climbers to recover. So it took me 9 hours to reach Laban Rata for the 6KM climbs, but i do enjoy myself alot with the view and of course the stairs... But really, if i were to choose again which trail to climb, Masilau is definitely the one.

To be frank, for beginners, Masilau is not a good choice but if u do have enough trainings and Staminas, Y not!! Sharon, Woei Tyng, Ivan, Suanne, Pepsi and Ah Bing, they are all the first timer in our Mountain Gang. We only like goin few places to train like Batu caves climbing up stairs, FRIM, Bukit Cahaya Cycling, Mount Gasing... So this is the few that we went for practice and building up our stamina. So it's something tat worthwile to try.

To be continue...

Joey just bought his very First Property!!

My dear Joey just bought his very first property today... Yeah!! I am so happy for him. Yeah!! I am like so into celebrating this moment of him getting his own property but he insisted saying that it's not deal yet since the owner of the house haven't sign the agreement yet. Well, perhaps tomorrow I can celebrates with him this moment Kebanggaan of his!! haha ",

It's already more than six months he has been looking for his very first property for investment and also a place of his own to stay in, and now, today he just bought a place at Casa Tropicana Condominium. A cozy place actually... with full furnish... Having a Lanai Balcony place that he always wanted, not too crowded and noisy, facing opposite the golf course.. not too much on that golf course view but a lil bit of it. But i like the place though... I know after a lil paint and touch up of our effort and love in the house, it can be a homely and warm place. Pretty looking forward when we can move in and start painting, decorates up the place ",

My dear donkey actually don't look that happy after getting the place.. I was like kept asking him y? I know the burden is going to be there... All he tell me that "it's not a burden but a bigger responsiblity, this is part of life right Lao poh!?!" Suddenly there's a pause... I wonder why always there will be a pause when we have talks like our future?!? How can he so sure that I will be the one... But of course the pause is there because i feel nice.. calm... the feeling of peaceful and secure. That's something that Joey has always gave it to me all this while. " Don't worry bout me, everything is gonna be OK! I'm a man OK!!" that's what he tells me everytime I'm worried bout him with his things. The very first time i still remember when he tell me this is when he jus moved down to KL. No car, No House, No Place to stay yet... but then till now, looking at him working hard, having his own car, house and a place to stay... My donkey really work so hard for it!! He's always the one to have me to move futher because of how hardworking he is... Once again... I'm really happy for ur very first property!! More to come Mr. Joey Rajah!

Michael Jackson - The Legend

"There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow..."

Simple lyrics yet it sings directly to our heart. Love is the move to be much brighter than tomorrow. I remember this song was played in one of the charity dinner that i dad bring me along to attend. That's my very first time i get to know about Michael Jackson and this touching and love generating song that he wrote impact the world to start healing the world by a first change that they willing to do. A man that sings for humanity. A man that care so much for the children, the world to have a better tomorrow. One man that concern and care enough for our living in this planet, Michael Jackson is the man. and "Heal the World" is the song that moves the whole ambient of the charity dinner where everyone stand together as one. I still remember, everyone is given a candle to hold in hand and really feel and being in touch with the children in south africa. The children that live in hunger, live in dark, live in fear... Alot of us know about it but how many of us care?!? and that's how amazing it was through Michael's music, it's jus like a messenger to everyone of us, helping and donating or even contribute what we can to them. That's how inspiring and impactful MJ songs can be. and i was only 8 years old by then when i came across this song. And that's the song that makes me know about how the third world country suffer and how i should actually help them.

Michael is really a Legend. A legend that not only sing and dance, but a legend that gives, contribute and do alot of charity to helps the children to have a better tomorrow. He believes that he can do it and yes, he made it. Although there's lots of judgement, rumours about him, but he still stood still and focus on how he wants to have the children to live in a better place. Love you and respect you so much on the efforts and works that you have done. The Neverland is jus simply beautiful with the rides, theater, zoo & etc...

I'm jus so glad that i am born in the era that i get to witness this magical legend sing and dance on stage. A legend that sings for the world, A legend that have everyone comes in One with no religions and boundaries. Only Michael Jackson can do this. You will always be in our heart. Our children's heart and as well as our children's children. I will definitely pay it forward with the works that u done & With the songs that u sing.

Here's few of my fav. song from Michael Jackson :

• I'll Be there
• Blame it on the boogie
• ABC
• Will You be there
• Gone too soon
• Heal the World
• We are the World
• Man in the mirror
• Childhood
• Remember the time
• You are not alone
• The way u make me feel
• They don't really care about us
• Scream
• Earth Song
• Human Being
  
• You rock my world

This are my few. You will never feel that these songs goes outdated.. haha...

U have left for 3 weeks but ur Songs and ur Spirit will forever live in everyone's heart.

Thanks for the different that you have make...

R.I.P Michael Jackson.

a phonecall from lil moo moo at 23.16

i am listening to yiruma's performance. Really love yiruma's music, a peaceful piano cords playing.. so enduring... so peaceful... so touched... so alive... a voice from ur inner self.

Yesterday is lil moo moo's birthday. If u have a promoter princess as ur friend, u will normally receive birthday wishes or calls like tens and tens time, jus depends how bimbo she can go on that day. But out of my expectation, i only like text her, live her a message on twitter, facebook and msn instead of calling. I dunno why, maybe i was too busy yesterday, not filling to well with my eye swollen, i didn't actually give her a call.

Until 23.16, i am actually closing my eyes.. just want to have a early rest after days of sleepless night, and with my eye sore too! but moo moo rang up and tell me that she wants to talk to me. We have not talk for like almost more than half a year... and suddenly, she rang me up during the night, it is quite suprising actually...

Moo moo is always the one that pull me back when i go too far, the one who always gimme a hand whenever i needs and lend me her shoulder whenever she feels that something is not right with me. and i think this time she sense that too... me of not finding my peace and losing the sunshine that i have in me. I didn't know what to do when moments like this but u calm me down. Telling me that's it's alright to feel like this... empowering me to move forward with ur way... I know that it's a uneasy year for u... but u still stand firm and making sure that things are goin to be fine soon... u sacrisfy urself so that i can be a bigger and free me but u r wrong. U r always part of my life and that's where i found the missing piece in me, and that's u. U r the one that accompany me through all my thunders and rains.. and have me landed soundly on a green peaceful piece of meadow. U r the ray in my journey, the glow when i shy!! U r unforgetable!

Like the message in the lil japanese kimono doll that i gave u as ur birthday gift, i written there - " Please don't forget me!" i mean it... U r my good friend and u will always do. A special one, a dearly one and a soul one!! U r the one that brought me to who i am today!! Thanks lil moo moo... thanks for the love and diff that u made in me! U r my celebration!! Let's cheers for this woman that being so dearly in my life!! Happy Birthday... Ur call and existance means so much to me! Thanks for the 23.16 calls...

Thank you my lil angle aka lil moo moo!

The inner peace of me..

I have been searching for so long for the missing piece of me. Being productive in life, being happy in life doesn't means that u r happy inside. It might jus looks nice, looks good but u know that deep down inside, there's a whole that can't be fullfill. It's not things, objects, presents, party, partners can fill up this empty space of urs but by u balancing ur lifestyle with the inner peace of u.

I thought, i do really thought that i am much more happier now a days with my career in hands, family in hands, relationship in hands, friendship in hands but then i don't fill the happiness of having all things in hands. I've been searching for the missing part of me.

well, before this, life is jus that simple, helping up my dad in the office, having my family in place, having friends around in my life, goin out with them, exploring some adventurous weekends, dating with my boo, doin some party & wedding events and bridal makeups. It sounds pretty in place everything, but y am i losing interest in things like blogging, reading, drawing, jotting thoughts on my journal, sketching, scrabbing, enjoying a simple weekend with a glass of cold lemonade, listening to some soft, instrumental music by Yiruma or Yani?

I'm now more into Working late which i can actually rush up my work early and go home, addicted to shopping at least a pc of new dress 1 week, entertainment, party, Loud music, alcohol, magazines? Come and take a look with it... there's lots of ups to downs. Well, i always believe that human being, we start from climbing, walking but now things seems so advanced and we tempt to forget about the fundimental of ourself. 1 self, 1 person, 1 heart, 1 soul that can move your life, move the world. Not by satisfying the empty piece in ur heart but find back the passion and the momentum of why u choose to live a better tomorrow, the inner child in u.

I guess it's not too late for me to realise... jus i'm glad that i have a good conversation to lil moo moo last night.