Michael Jackson - The Legend

"There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow..."

Simple lyrics yet it sings directly to our heart. Love is the move to be much brighter than tomorrow. I remember this song was played in one of the charity dinner that i dad bring me along to attend. That's my very first time i get to know about Michael Jackson and this touching and love generating song that he wrote impact the world to start healing the world by a first change that they willing to do. A man that sings for humanity. A man that care so much for the children, the world to have a better tomorrow. One man that concern and care enough for our living in this planet, Michael Jackson is the man. and "Heal the World" is the song that moves the whole ambient of the charity dinner where everyone stand together as one. I still remember, everyone is given a candle to hold in hand and really feel and being in touch with the children in south africa. The children that live in hunger, live in dark, live in fear... Alot of us know about it but how many of us care?!? and that's how amazing it was through Michael's music, it's jus like a messenger to everyone of us, helping and donating or even contribute what we can to them. That's how inspiring and impactful MJ songs can be. and i was only 8 years old by then when i came across this song. And that's the song that makes me know about how the third world country suffer and how i should actually help them.

Michael is really a Legend. A legend that not only sing and dance, but a legend that gives, contribute and do alot of charity to helps the children to have a better tomorrow. He believes that he can do it and yes, he made it. Although there's lots of judgement, rumours about him, but he still stood still and focus on how he wants to have the children to live in a better place. Love you and respect you so much on the efforts and works that you have done. The Neverland is jus simply beautiful with the rides, theater, zoo & etc...

I'm jus so glad that i am born in the era that i get to witness this magical legend sing and dance on stage. A legend that sings for the world, A legend that have everyone comes in One with no religions and boundaries. Only Michael Jackson can do this. You will always be in our heart. Our children's heart and as well as our children's children. I will definitely pay it forward with the works that u done & With the songs that u sing.

Here's few of my fav. song from Michael Jackson :

• I'll Be there
• Blame it on the boogie
• ABC
• Will You be there
• Gone too soon
• Heal the World
• We are the World
• Man in the mirror
• Childhood
• Remember the time
• You are not alone
• The way u make me feel
• They don't really care about us
• Scream
• Earth Song
• Human Being
  
• You rock my world

This are my few. You will never feel that these songs goes outdated.. haha...

U have left for 3 weeks but ur Songs and ur Spirit will forever live in everyone's heart.

Thanks for the different that you have make...

R.I.P Michael Jackson.

a phonecall from lil moo moo at 23.16

i am listening to yiruma's performance. Really love yiruma's music, a peaceful piano cords playing.. so enduring... so peaceful... so touched... so alive... a voice from ur inner self.

Yesterday is lil moo moo's birthday. If u have a promoter princess as ur friend, u will normally receive birthday wishes or calls like tens and tens time, jus depends how bimbo she can go on that day. But out of my expectation, i only like text her, live her a message on twitter, facebook and msn instead of calling. I dunno why, maybe i was too busy yesterday, not filling to well with my eye swollen, i didn't actually give her a call.

Until 23.16, i am actually closing my eyes.. just want to have a early rest after days of sleepless night, and with my eye sore too! but moo moo rang up and tell me that she wants to talk to me. We have not talk for like almost more than half a year... and suddenly, she rang me up during the night, it is quite suprising actually...

Moo moo is always the one that pull me back when i go too far, the one who always gimme a hand whenever i needs and lend me her shoulder whenever she feels that something is not right with me. and i think this time she sense that too... me of not finding my peace and losing the sunshine that i have in me. I didn't know what to do when moments like this but u calm me down. Telling me that's it's alright to feel like this... empowering me to move forward with ur way... I know that it's a uneasy year for u... but u still stand firm and making sure that things are goin to be fine soon... u sacrisfy urself so that i can be a bigger and free me but u r wrong. U r always part of my life and that's where i found the missing piece in me, and that's u. U r the one that accompany me through all my thunders and rains.. and have me landed soundly on a green peaceful piece of meadow. U r the ray in my journey, the glow when i shy!! U r unforgetable!

Like the message in the lil japanese kimono doll that i gave u as ur birthday gift, i written there - " Please don't forget me!" i mean it... U r my good friend and u will always do. A special one, a dearly one and a soul one!! U r the one that brought me to who i am today!! Thanks lil moo moo... thanks for the love and diff that u made in me! U r my celebration!! Let's cheers for this woman that being so dearly in my life!! Happy Birthday... Ur call and existance means so much to me! Thanks for the 23.16 calls...

Thank you my lil angle aka lil moo moo!

The inner peace of me..

I have been searching for so long for the missing piece of me. Being productive in life, being happy in life doesn't means that u r happy inside. It might jus looks nice, looks good but u know that deep down inside, there's a whole that can't be fullfill. It's not things, objects, presents, party, partners can fill up this empty space of urs but by u balancing ur lifestyle with the inner peace of u.

I thought, i do really thought that i am much more happier now a days with my career in hands, family in hands, relationship in hands, friendship in hands but then i don't fill the happiness of having all things in hands. I've been searching for the missing part of me.

well, before this, life is jus that simple, helping up my dad in the office, having my family in place, having friends around in my life, goin out with them, exploring some adventurous weekends, dating with my boo, doin some party & wedding events and bridal makeups. It sounds pretty in place everything, but y am i losing interest in things like blogging, reading, drawing, jotting thoughts on my journal, sketching, scrabbing, enjoying a simple weekend with a glass of cold lemonade, listening to some soft, instrumental music by Yiruma or Yani?

I'm now more into Working late which i can actually rush up my work early and go home, addicted to shopping at least a pc of new dress 1 week, entertainment, party, Loud music, alcohol, magazines? Come and take a look with it... there's lots of ups to downs. Well, i always believe that human being, we start from climbing, walking but now things seems so advanced and we tempt to forget about the fundimental of ourself. 1 self, 1 person, 1 heart, 1 soul that can move your life, move the world. Not by satisfying the empty piece in ur heart but find back the passion and the momentum of why u choose to live a better tomorrow, the inner child in u.

I guess it's not too late for me to realise... jus i'm glad that i have a good conversation to lil moo moo last night.

Party once in a very blue moon.

I gonna stop partying for like 1 month already. It's really drained and tired...

Really gonna stop... have my energy back to work and getting my diets back on track, all pump up for my mount KK climb. Jus another 10 days i will be all up for Mount KK hike agin after a year of rest. This time no matter wat, i am goin to make it to the peak.

I've been neglected writting for quite a while. Feel reluctant actually after not writting for almost 2 months.

But after a comment that my dear prince jefferi has left me with : " Welcome back princess...Sometimes life catches up on us too thick and too fast and suddenly we realise that we hav not sat down to reflect and absorb all that we experience. I am slowly getting back to my blogs too. :)" Very true... writting is a way to express and have u looking back at ur days and achievements. Time flies and sometimes we tempt to forget or taking things forgranted. By writting down, i can actually check in with myself or even experience how so far my life has been true. I can be lost if i am too happening in my life and jus forgetting about appreciate it when i stop writting!

This jus only the beginning...

I'm back..

I gonna start writting something... if not i won't start blogging till next year.. so much has been happen this 2 months but i really don't have my time to type it down. Been involve in Wedding, Party, Training and of course woth my design work ", It's like every week there's something up to. But one thing, i am getting really tired everyday. Not much focus during the day. Not enough sleep. Gonna pack up with myself n' have me writting once again. Enjoy those days with my scrap and blog!! Lil Sunshine is back!!

Be the BIGGEST LOSER

The Biggest Loser is one of the most view tv programme in the State as well as in Malaysia too. It's now showing in Astro Hallmark Channel 702, 7pm-8pm. A weight losing competition that they are gonna compete with each group with their weight drop.

It's such a motivational programme for people like me. Haha... Where lose weight is always something crucial for me but yet there's always a better tomorrow for me to start. Agree a not for those that feel u have some similarity with me. So i decided to have this Biggest Loser Complex Competition see how far among us can built up a fit and healthy body in this 90 days that u r committed to play hard at!! Grand Prize : RM1000.00 cash here for u to win home. Be the biggest Loser... We are looking for 18 people this time for our first season. There will be 3 team. For my self, I am looking for another 3 team mates.

So if u r interested, let me know... Once the space is full, we will head on with "Be the biggest loser".

Haha.. Now imagine myself as jessica alba d!! haha!!

Happy Mother's Day

I will always plan a head celebrating mother's day with my mum. Cleaning the house, cooking, bringing my mum out for lunch, not much the diff but this year... I didn't plan at all. Was out to Penang for holidays then on Sunday, I have to prepare for Arik's birthday party so really, didn't prepare much for mother's day this year. I even miss my granny's celebration @ Cheras but already promise her that i will bring her out for lunch!

So this year, my dad is the one that do the planning. He was with mum basically in the afternoon... Me n' Fai is out for Party Event. So dad decided to makan @ the Thai Restaurant near Pandan Indah, Cheras which is all the mummies fav place for delicious crab and thai cuisine! Mum, Grandma, and aunt Janet love it so much. Thanks dad for such a lovely dinner. Nice treat Dad, and somemore we're late for the dinner. (Anyway, we reach jus in the right time!! Well, my timing always accurate) Once we're seated, foods are serve.. haha....

Obviously everyone are really enjoying the dinner... Really!! Nothing Left!!

Well, this year is more to my dad planning the dinner. They no longer celebrates their wedding anniversaries but celebrating the day of how well they have been the father and mother's of their children and i gonna say that u both did a great job!!

and what i realise about my mum. Flowers, pendant, necklace, crystal and handmade craft will be a good presents for them but what's more important is seeing their kids grow and being successful in life. Mum is really happy with me and fai this year... She kept asking me what do i think about my future.. all i can tell her is "I'm not sure mum?!?" My mum just tell me that she's so proud of me... Telling me that i have too high expectation in life. She tell me that " you are already my best. Doing party event on ur own, still helping ur dad but still work on with something u like, it's not easy but u do great." I know what she means... Seeing me not completing my degree.. Coming out to work with my dad with lots of frustration until today, i can handle a event myself, being so committed in my work. That's what she wants to see in me since the day i quit my studies. She's been my source of encouragement! "Mum, without u, i really dunno how far will i stop in life, It will only be black and white for me and not a colourful rainbow appear infront of me right now!! You rocks mum!!

A very Happy mother's day to you and mum... i hope that i didn't let u down for this 24 years of having me as your daughter!

Here's the suprise celebration:

I think it's gonna be a special one for u mum because u never think of we gonna have a suprise party after the Makan session.. haha...

It's not only the 3 of us with u this year mum, but it's 7 of us!! All your Kai Lui and Kai Chai with u as well singing with celebrating with u!!



Don n' Jesse are with us too. There are my mum's new daughter and son!! They are always behaving like one ever since the day they are here.. pls remember u two are going to be our guard dogs in the future and not lil chihuahua!! and btw, Shirley Kaima of Don, u over expose him already *.*

That's what i told u jus now... They are always apart of our family.

Happy Mother's Day mom!!