Lil sunshine's journey to the peak

Yeay!!! we reach the peak... haha... 3 weeks ago. Didn't have time to write about it ever since i am back! Feeling tired and exhausted.. It took me almost 3 -4 days to recover my ache but who cares.... "I made it to the Peak! woo hoo.." after telling myself that i will be back in 1 year time!! Yes!!! 8KM all the way up from Masilau trail to Mount Kinabalu Low Peak! One of the highlight of the year...

Seriously, this trip I don't have much worries bout myself. I guess it's because i once been there and not much of worries of how tough the trail gonna be like, how cold is it gonna be, what should i carry up with me? Is there enough oxygen for me? haha... u know... this kind of question marks will automatically appear in my head all the time. It's not much of this consideration but Just one question, "Do you want to make it to the peak or not!" as simple as that. and really for those who knows me, my mission this time is to bring back my colour cert with me when i am home to KL. and Yes... I have not only 1 colour cert but 2 colour cert. For your information, for those climbers that start climbing using the Masilau Trail, you will have another extra cert because the Sutera Group actually encourage more climbers start climbing at this entrance. Well, it's only 2KM more to climb but worthwile for it... the view is really good. Trail wise, it's not as though as timpohon. Like what Ivan said, this trail have more time for the climbers to recover. So it took me 9 hours to reach Laban Rata for the 6KM climbs, but i do enjoy myself alot with the view and of course the stairs... But really, if i were to choose again which trail to climb, Masilau is definitely the one.

To be frank, for beginners, Masilau is not a good choice but if u do have enough trainings and Staminas, Y not!! Sharon, Woei Tyng, Ivan, Suanne, Pepsi and Ah Bing, they are all the first timer in our Mountain Gang. We only like goin few places to train like Batu caves climbing up stairs, FRIM, Bukit Cahaya Cycling, Mount Gasing... So this is the few that we went for practice and building up our stamina. So it's something tat worthwile to try.

To be continue...

Joey just bought his very First Property!!

My dear Joey just bought his very first property today... Yeah!! I am so happy for him. Yeah!! I am like so into celebrating this moment of him getting his own property but he insisted saying that it's not deal yet since the owner of the house haven't sign the agreement yet. Well, perhaps tomorrow I can celebrates with him this moment Kebanggaan of his!! haha ",

It's already more than six months he has been looking for his very first property for investment and also a place of his own to stay in, and now, today he just bought a place at Casa Tropicana Condominium. A cozy place actually... with full furnish... Having a Lanai Balcony place that he always wanted, not too crowded and noisy, facing opposite the golf course.. not too much on that golf course view but a lil bit of it. But i like the place though... I know after a lil paint and touch up of our effort and love in the house, it can be a homely and warm place. Pretty looking forward when we can move in and start painting, decorates up the place ",

My dear donkey actually don't look that happy after getting the place.. I was like kept asking him y? I know the burden is going to be there... All he tell me that "it's not a burden but a bigger responsiblity, this is part of life right Lao poh!?!" Suddenly there's a pause... I wonder why always there will be a pause when we have talks like our future?!? How can he so sure that I will be the one... But of course the pause is there because i feel nice.. calm... the feeling of peaceful and secure. That's something that Joey has always gave it to me all this while. " Don't worry bout me, everything is gonna be OK! I'm a man OK!!" that's what he tells me everytime I'm worried bout him with his things. The very first time i still remember when he tell me this is when he jus moved down to KL. No car, No House, No Place to stay yet... but then till now, looking at him working hard, having his own car, house and a place to stay... My donkey really work so hard for it!! He's always the one to have me to move futher because of how hardworking he is... Once again... I'm really happy for ur very first property!! More to come Mr. Joey Rajah!

Michael Jackson - The Legend

"There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow..."

Simple lyrics yet it sings directly to our heart. Love is the move to be much brighter than tomorrow. I remember this song was played in one of the charity dinner that i dad bring me along to attend. That's my very first time i get to know about Michael Jackson and this touching and love generating song that he wrote impact the world to start healing the world by a first change that they willing to do. A man that sings for humanity. A man that care so much for the children, the world to have a better tomorrow. One man that concern and care enough for our living in this planet, Michael Jackson is the man. and "Heal the World" is the song that moves the whole ambient of the charity dinner where everyone stand together as one. I still remember, everyone is given a candle to hold in hand and really feel and being in touch with the children in south africa. The children that live in hunger, live in dark, live in fear... Alot of us know about it but how many of us care?!? and that's how amazing it was through Michael's music, it's jus like a messenger to everyone of us, helping and donating or even contribute what we can to them. That's how inspiring and impactful MJ songs can be. and i was only 8 years old by then when i came across this song. And that's the song that makes me know about how the third world country suffer and how i should actually help them.

Michael is really a Legend. A legend that not only sing and dance, but a legend that gives, contribute and do alot of charity to helps the children to have a better tomorrow. He believes that he can do it and yes, he made it. Although there's lots of judgement, rumours about him, but he still stood still and focus on how he wants to have the children to live in a better place. Love you and respect you so much on the efforts and works that you have done. The Neverland is jus simply beautiful with the rides, theater, zoo & etc...

I'm jus so glad that i am born in the era that i get to witness this magical legend sing and dance on stage. A legend that sings for the world, A legend that have everyone comes in One with no religions and boundaries. Only Michael Jackson can do this. You will always be in our heart. Our children's heart and as well as our children's children. I will definitely pay it forward with the works that u done & With the songs that u sing.

Here's few of my fav. song from Michael Jackson :

• I'll Be there
• Blame it on the boogie
• ABC
• Will You be there
• Gone too soon
• Heal the World
• We are the World
• Man in the mirror
• Childhood
• Remember the time
• You are not alone
• The way u make me feel
• They don't really care about us
• Scream
• Earth Song
• Human Being
  
• You rock my world

This are my few. You will never feel that these songs goes outdated.. haha...

U have left for 3 weeks but ur Songs and ur Spirit will forever live in everyone's heart.

Thanks for the different that you have make...

R.I.P Michael Jackson.

a phonecall from lil moo moo at 23.16

i am listening to yiruma's performance. Really love yiruma's music, a peaceful piano cords playing.. so enduring... so peaceful... so touched... so alive... a voice from ur inner self.

Yesterday is lil moo moo's birthday. If u have a promoter princess as ur friend, u will normally receive birthday wishes or calls like tens and tens time, jus depends how bimbo she can go on that day. But out of my expectation, i only like text her, live her a message on twitter, facebook and msn instead of calling. I dunno why, maybe i was too busy yesterday, not filling to well with my eye swollen, i didn't actually give her a call.

Until 23.16, i am actually closing my eyes.. just want to have a early rest after days of sleepless night, and with my eye sore too! but moo moo rang up and tell me that she wants to talk to me. We have not talk for like almost more than half a year... and suddenly, she rang me up during the night, it is quite suprising actually...

Moo moo is always the one that pull me back when i go too far, the one who always gimme a hand whenever i needs and lend me her shoulder whenever she feels that something is not right with me. and i think this time she sense that too... me of not finding my peace and losing the sunshine that i have in me. I didn't know what to do when moments like this but u calm me down. Telling me that's it's alright to feel like this... empowering me to move forward with ur way... I know that it's a uneasy year for u... but u still stand firm and making sure that things are goin to be fine soon... u sacrisfy urself so that i can be a bigger and free me but u r wrong. U r always part of my life and that's where i found the missing piece in me, and that's u. U r the one that accompany me through all my thunders and rains.. and have me landed soundly on a green peaceful piece of meadow. U r the ray in my journey, the glow when i shy!! U r unforgetable!

Like the message in the lil japanese kimono doll that i gave u as ur birthday gift, i written there - " Please don't forget me!" i mean it... U r my good friend and u will always do. A special one, a dearly one and a soul one!! U r the one that brought me to who i am today!! Thanks lil moo moo... thanks for the love and diff that u made in me! U r my celebration!! Let's cheers for this woman that being so dearly in my life!! Happy Birthday... Ur call and existance means so much to me! Thanks for the 23.16 calls...

Thank you my lil angle aka lil moo moo!

The inner peace of me..

I have been searching for so long for the missing piece of me. Being productive in life, being happy in life doesn't means that u r happy inside. It might jus looks nice, looks good but u know that deep down inside, there's a whole that can't be fullfill. It's not things, objects, presents, party, partners can fill up this empty space of urs but by u balancing ur lifestyle with the inner peace of u.

I thought, i do really thought that i am much more happier now a days with my career in hands, family in hands, relationship in hands, friendship in hands but then i don't fill the happiness of having all things in hands. I've been searching for the missing part of me.

well, before this, life is jus that simple, helping up my dad in the office, having my family in place, having friends around in my life, goin out with them, exploring some adventurous weekends, dating with my boo, doin some party & wedding events and bridal makeups. It sounds pretty in place everything, but y am i losing interest in things like blogging, reading, drawing, jotting thoughts on my journal, sketching, scrabbing, enjoying a simple weekend with a glass of cold lemonade, listening to some soft, instrumental music by Yiruma or Yani?

I'm now more into Working late which i can actually rush up my work early and go home, addicted to shopping at least a pc of new dress 1 week, entertainment, party, Loud music, alcohol, magazines? Come and take a look with it... there's lots of ups to downs. Well, i always believe that human being, we start from climbing, walking but now things seems so advanced and we tempt to forget about the fundimental of ourself. 1 self, 1 person, 1 heart, 1 soul that can move your life, move the world. Not by satisfying the empty piece in ur heart but find back the passion and the momentum of why u choose to live a better tomorrow, the inner child in u.

I guess it's not too late for me to realise... jus i'm glad that i have a good conversation to lil moo moo last night.

Party once in a very blue moon.

I gonna stop partying for like 1 month already. It's really drained and tired...

Really gonna stop... have my energy back to work and getting my diets back on track, all pump up for my mount KK climb. Jus another 10 days i will be all up for Mount KK hike agin after a year of rest. This time no matter wat, i am goin to make it to the peak.

I've been neglected writting for quite a while. Feel reluctant actually after not writting for almost 2 months.

But after a comment that my dear prince jefferi has left me with : " Welcome back princess...Sometimes life catches up on us too thick and too fast and suddenly we realise that we hav not sat down to reflect and absorb all that we experience. I am slowly getting back to my blogs too. :)" Very true... writting is a way to express and have u looking back at ur days and achievements. Time flies and sometimes we tempt to forget or taking things forgranted. By writting down, i can actually check in with myself or even experience how so far my life has been true. I can be lost if i am too happening in my life and jus forgetting about appreciate it when i stop writting!

This jus only the beginning...

I'm back..

I gonna start writting something... if not i won't start blogging till next year.. so much has been happen this 2 months but i really don't have my time to type it down. Been involve in Wedding, Party, Training and of course woth my design work ", It's like every week there's something up to. But one thing, i am getting really tired everyday. Not much focus during the day. Not enough sleep. Gonna pack up with myself n' have me writting once again. Enjoy those days with my scrap and blog!! Lil Sunshine is back!!