It's like a dream, I just got shaken awake from a dream that I have been dreaming about for the pass 5.5 years.. A dream that I will be tying a knot with him but it's no longer a dream anymore..
It's been 3 months and I have been going through alot of emotions.. challengers.. love.. hate.. confusion.. disconnection.. exploration.. chances.. choices :) I take it all in.. day by day walking off from a relationship that I m committed to.. A person that I'm so inlove with.. Learning new things, Seeing him differently, seeing myself detach from him, adapting myself with changes.. walking the journey independently.. Walking tall and loving him in a different way..
I have no idea how I manage to go through this path but somehow it has been blessed to walk away peacefully. He has been my strength, and still, he is my strength.. Just that now the strength has transform to an energy for me to live my life to the fullest and walk the journey with things that I'm always passionate with.
Just want to let u know that I'm doing good here. Moving on step by step.. and I know we both doing this together!
Wishing u the best of LIFE! and no regrets of you being the one and only Monkey!
It's a reborn for the both of us!
Cheers for 28.10.2012 xoxo
"Sometimes journey is better to be unknown <3 cest="cest" la="la" p="p" vie="vie">
Love,
Chi Yan
