Sunshine Smoothies @ Tioman

I think i have been to Tioman Before as what I remembered haha... But anyway.. I went there again last Thursday! It's jus so fun when it comes to Holiday + Beach. Of course la.. sunshine belongs to the island with her glass of Fav. Baileys... That's all about holiday and me... Dress up, with my sades n' sun block, paul frank Sandals, bikinis, kiplings pouch and a good companions and family... That's what i love the more! This is what a holidays means...

Tioman is still a beautiful place to be... Good place to dive too! Never expect to see some life coral n' some tank fish there but yes.. whole lot of variety of fishes over there.. I saw Dory, Parrot fish, beautiful corals, Soha Tank, lots of Tank but not my fav Idol Moorish, and ya... Lots n' lots of "Sea Rambutan". I just can't stay longer snorkelling because of that... It freaks me up but anyway... It's still lovely over the ocean near the Brocolli Island!!

Really enjoy myself during the weekends after the whole week of stress and work load. Have some Big Bomb with my dad but was handle when We are back from the holidays. Thanks for the trip lil moo moo.. It's jus beautiful... Sunshine Just need a break in her Island Trip. Just came back last Sunday... All back on my working desk and of course all back for my LP119...

Islands that I visited: Pulau Pangkor, Pulau Langkawi, Pulau Redang, Pulau Tioman, Phuket, Hawaii, Bali, Pulau Pinang.. haha.. I just love Island!

I learn something about contribution

Alot of people tempt to think about they are a giver in their family, their community and their life... But is it necessary a giver is in contributor?

Today I went to a Charity Basic training graduation.. Usually when the public division is doing their training, what is in our way of achieving our goals will sounds more like because of the family we were born in, bad husband, bad girlfriend, so much of unnecessary reasons.. but to this bunch of people that contribute their life to Charity, Community and Services all that got in their way is how r they gonna contribute more in life? This work their doing is so much harder than what am i doing for leaving.

When I see them in the eyes, all i can see is Love, Giving, and giving... They clap and keep giving hopes to the hopeless and disabled. This has made me realise so much on what stopping me in achieving.. really can't say much but sometimes we tempt to be mentally disabled when we are down.

Great Sunday tht i have learn something diff with a bunch of people that has been contributing years and years. They are the one that i Highly solute!

Lil' expose on Sunshine's Family

It's been a Long week

I can see spider web in my blog already... So long neva update my blog and of course myself. It's a great learning week for me. Long yet meaningful. It's seems so different when u r committed on things and u really go all out for it. So basically that's how i feel. Not over committed by jus committed. My bro seems more active updating his blog lately. U can check his blog out @ www.kafdot.blogspot.com. Well, he's more like in my bro kaffie world, u can as well find out the other side of me by Looking it with his pair of eyes! hehe...

I am actually facilitate one of the Leadership Programme Training for 3 months time. It sounds 3 months but it's pretty challenging. Coaching a group of people that you don't know and be committed to their goals and for whoever they are.. It's pretty challenging for me! Especially seeing Responsible and Commitment in the other way! But alot of learning processes with Michael. Thanks for giving me this oppurtunity to work with u. Work with Mic a few times but everytime, there's always something new that i can learn from him. I am not saying this journey with him for 3 months is easy, but alot to learn n' explore! Thanks for giving this big foundation to perform n' enhance what i have and contribute to others.

Last Wednesday which is the 6th of August, I conducted grooming class for SSMC employee @ Shah Alam. I went there with two of my pretty partner Elsie n' Beii. Well.. We are always best partners. For those who know me, whenever i have presentation or doing any public speaking, i can't help myself for having stage fright and low self esteem. Human will never change, and of course i can never change but I will only change if i see things in diff perspective. And i have to thanks Suresh for solving this Big Fear in my heart. I always have this conversation of "I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH!", "They are older n' wiser than me, how can i assist them?". Well.. I got a great coaching from Suresh. He told me that... Yes, they are older than u for a fact but one thing I should know.. We are both living in presence n' we are both creating results. So does the age apply here? This is so true... and automatically my confident towards myself go higher... SO WHAT right! It's more on what I committed to create! I know this are juggens but this is the fact!! haha.. too much!

Gonna go to catch up with my pillows now! I will continue tomorrow! Muacs! Good Night!

It's time to be independent..

In the pass 3 years I've been working with my dad as a graphic designer.. But u know when someone left the company, it's my turn to take over their job. So now i am more likely a PA graphic designer. Life being a daughter and staff in my father's territory is always a safe environment to be... but to me, it's not a good thing.. I love outing, I love exposure, I love mixing with people and for those who knows me... I love dressing up and I like pretty things either in decorating it or just have it! It's me.. I love dress, I love perfume, I love weddings... All this is like pieces of me. But i jus want to experience n' own all of this by myself... not anything to do with my dad. I want to have a car by my own... Paying my own bills... That's what sounds like more a self responsible lady.

So i make a decision... I am goin out there to look for a job. I need to experience life with my own hands. Falls and get up by myself, keep exploring n' discovering... That's what Sunshine's life is all about. All this while I haven't make any crucial decision yet is because my family situation but of course this is one of my believes... So like what Sue said, My family will change if there's someone sacrisfy. This is true.. so that's what i decide. I know it's not gonna be easy for me.. But i am now workign out on my Resume to send it out to some magazines company.. Thought of doin editorial.. BUt writting skills sucks. Lots more to learn n' to enhance. But NEway.. one thing good about Sunshine is she will never give up with her dreams.

This is one song that Elaine dedicated to Her advanced team when we are staffing with her.. This songs sing directly from my heart. It connects. It's a song by Jordin Sparks called "This is my now."

This Is My Now lyrics are about personal empowerment and the courage to come out of one's shell and be the person they are meant to be. This Is My Now talks about the difference between living in the past and living in the now.

A song with broad appeal, This Is My Now has lyrics that many can relate to in regard to making the decision about being bogged down in issues of the past or deciding to throw off those issues for a better future. In This Is My Now, the protagonist decides to look inside and stop hiding from themselves and use their internal strength to shed off the yesterdays in lieu of bright tomorrows.

Here's the lyrics :

There was a time I packed my dreams away.

Living in a shell, hiding from myself.
There was a time when I was so afraid.

I thought I'd reached the end,Baby that was then

I am made of more than my yesterdays.

This is my now,

and I am breathing in the moment.

As I look around,

I can't believe the love I see.

My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts

That was then,

this is my now.

Had to decide

was I going to play it safe

or look somewhere deep in inside

try to turn the tide

and find the strength to take that step of faith

This is my now,

and I am breathing in the moment.

I look around I can't believe the love I see.

My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts.

That was then,

this is my now.

And I have the courage like never before, yeah.

I've settled for less but I'm ready for more,

Ready for more.This is my now

I'm living in the moment

As I look around I can't believe the love I see.

My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts.

That was then, this is my now.

I am breathing in the moment.

As I look around

Can't believe the love I see

My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts

That was then.

This is my now.

This is my now.