You are special...

Many people come and go in my life but how many of them are goin to remain in my life? How many walk off... How many are really close? How many that I reall care and I really Love? No matter who u r... I just want to thank you for just being the one that have a lil' journey with me in my 23 years of life. You do make a different in my journey.

Looking into my picture folder... I see so many pics with diff faces, diff places, diff memories, diff occasion! So nice to have you in my life although I can't actually thank you one by one... There's Sisterz, Brotherz, Cousinz, Smurfz, Matez, Classmatez, Primatez, Familiez, Fatz, Thinz, Bigz, Smallz, Roundz, Squarez, Couplez... so many. You are so special!

Here's one of the Photo that i scrap about my 3 Good Sisterz in my life. Although dear Jane a.k.a Mrs Lai already married for like 6 months. You are the one that make me see how love is possible when u believe you will own your own love ONE DAY! Now she's happily in her Valentine! For those girls that is still single, "Love is only Love when you give it away." This is so true... This is one of the shoot that we have on her registration. See, she's so beautiful n' happy... No more Cow face... haha! Happy for u my dear... We can't wait to see our dear Jane to have her own baby Jane... So cute!

Finally Sunshine is Back!!

I am back from my blackout week for the pass two days! I am like a caveman doing meditation... OM.......

Now that i am back... i can't get use to the fact that i am connecting myself to the world! haha.. what rubbish is that. WHY LIKE THAT GEH?? haha... i learn this from my bro's friend! Curi-curi looking at his INBOX... Lot's of his friend is like having the GEH GEH language. Dunno what to say -,-!!

I will start my scrap tomorrow since now it's like more in my go home time kind of mood, jus gonna get use to INTERNET again... haha! And ya... something IN, my bro know how to drive already GEH! Not bad la... My mum say he's a good driver.. bla bla bla... unlike me!! dun understand what is she talking about as long as i know i am!! Correct or not to all my passenger!!! Agree right! Can't wait for my bro to fetch me up actually but still not too soon! Like he always said to me : " I LOVE MY LIFE!". So do i LAI KAH FAI!!! But anyway u r always my best bro!

There you go... My small small eyes bro GEH!

Silent Weeks ... shhhhssshhhh....

I am so busy shifting office this 2 weeks.. Getting things settle is not easy! It's such a rush months when 4 months ago my factory tenant telling me that he found a buyer for the factory. So he's like giving us jus enough of time to find another shoplot and finally today, we are officially operate. But still no internet yet.. u know la... Our TM friends here dealing work like tomorrow never dies like that! so like that lor... still no line can't go online... can't blog... can't d/l especially freebies for my scrab! Even Beii have more freebies then me now... Sigh!

In the pass 2 weeks, lots of crisis n' disasters happens? What's goin wrong with the world? How long r we still gonna ignore the situation of global warming still... I know it's happening in China, Cambodia, conversation like : " Thank God, It's not our country, is THEIR country..." R we feeling fine with this conversation? Realise that... R we living in SCARCITY? People don't care and don't bother bout much anymore. Just like what my bro said : "Jie, it's too late... Everyone don't even care, so my effort is nothing?" The one who's gonna suffer might not be us if we're lucky enough... But it's goin to be our CHILDREN.

Been realising alot after my Mastery course... Who am I, What's my purpose in life? Am I playing a bigger game? Am i living just to survive? How do i deal with Responsiblity? This question sounds simple... But Handling it is another different story.

I hope that Mr. TM will come tomorrow to fix my Net line... I feel so lifeless without connecting... So sad! Tomorrow is Friday... continue tomorrow loo. I miss scrabbing! I miss Weddings... I miss Drawing, I miss my Donkey... I miss my Friends! I miss my grandma.... I miss everyone of u! haha... and i do!! of course i miss my coussie... when r we gonna re - unite! Thank God Li Vee is coming back soon!

Happy DAUGHTER's Day...

Having a great night tonight with my grannies... Lots of fun!! Cracking n' cracking. haha... lol

So much fun we have tonight... Only realise my youngest cousin bro it's only standard 5 this year! He's been so in love with animals for the pass one year... But glad that he still check in himself as a lil' boy tellin me boy only have SP when he's 12! haha... So LiVee... u get my joke now about him now? Then we have yummy seafood dinner. For the first time the next generation get to have the priority to makan first!! Livee... for the first time our table serve more dish than our parents! It's not one dish.. is Dishes!!! haha...

What most geram one is my dear Beii Botak do a card for popo only have her family face!! so too bad the Wooi and Lai family jus can see loo... cannot write loo!! Like that loo... as usual!! haha lol!

Then we have yummy ice cream cake. It comes with a bit tube bow... haha... But do have fun eventhough i dun have a place to write on my card!! u know " Me Love". Another one.. haha!

On my way back home! LiVee called back n' wish my mum's mummy daY! Even she's like miles away.. but the beautiful thing is Love really have no distance! That prooves! Dont' cry Darl... It's ok!! We will see u next year!! OK? Jus miss u la! Thanks for the call...

Will post up the pic when Beii Upload the photo k!! And wait!! U gonna get this from me very soon! Ur skin is gonna be slice by me jus like that chick in our soup!!! Geramnya!!!!! Nvm... u better don't let me remember about that pic when i see u!!

So tonight is not about mother's day... Is about my grandmother creating a Daughter's Day for us! First time feel so appreaciated being a Daughter! Thanks Popo!! U are always our Beautiful & Sporting POPO!! Although sometimes can be really annoying n' drama!! Agree girls! haha...

I am so blessed to have all the greatest Women in my life that is one in a million!! Thanks for being the woman! Happy Mother's Day!

Hiking Spirit!

Woei Tyng with her happy face...

Kenny with his stick like Moses the whole time!

Haven even start and Jon already opening his mouth!

Beng Beng is all ready to go!!!

Me & Jynnie @ Gunung Angsi. My one and always volleyball partner!!

Here I come again! Back to my weekend mountains... Kinda malas now to hike! Better stop my conversation, If not i so gonna suffer climbing mount KK. Really can't wait to hike... It's like a drive for me to the peak. Not only peak, is me dealing with my life peak n' career peak!

After like 6 years away from high school... i slow down alot on my stamina. Used to be hyper active in school like running for 4 x 100meters, 200m speed run, netball, volleyball, badminton, swim & etc...

I want to be fit!!! I want to be like Jesicca Alba!! Hahaha... and i am serious!

The Morning Power Questions

Create a daily success ritual foy yourself. Every morning, come up with at least two or three answers to each of the following questions, basking in the positive emotions they inspire. If you have difficulty with an answer, simply add "could." For example, if you can't answer the question " what am i most happy about in my life right now?" ask, " What could i be most happy about my life right now if i wanted to?"

Morning Questions

1. What am i happy about in my life right now? What about that makes me happy? How does that make me feel?

2. What am i excited about in my life right now? What about that makes me excited? How does that make me feel?

3. What am i proud about in my life right now? What about that makes me proud? How does that make me feel?

4. What am i grateful about in my life right now? What about that makes me grateful? How does that make me feel?

5. What am i enjoying about in my life right now? What about that makes me enjoying? How does that make me feel?

6. What am i committed about in my life right now? What about that makes me committed? How does that make me feel?

7. Who do i love? Who loves me? What about that makes me loving? How does that make me feel?

Next you'll learn how to make this daily success ritual even more effective.

What is the stand in my life?

I have briefing my SG about the stand in their life... Some will say, honesty. Some say openess.

What's my stand then? 2 years ago, i am answering the same question too... What i wrote is i stand for peace! Peace will only then bring love, honesty and openess. It will bring unity... then only we will be happy... It's like a hit on my head that i should actually start doing something for my stand!

Recently... i came out with a calendar design for global warming awareness.. I will feel that i can only make a lil voice for this issue... but it's a powerful impact if this message will be sent off by 100 people that bought my calendar, from 100, it will be 200 people knowing about it while the convey the message!

Life is a recycle... jus that how do we want it to recycle?

It make sense to me! Solute Algor for making a stand! and that is his stand! That's how he contribute! and he's a man that called as i GIVING leader! Do tat sounds inspiring! That's the leader taht i want to be!

I am jus so sick of my dad telling me that we no longer survive in printing industry. But what's the impact we can create out of it? How he wants me to face my life? How he want this to end!

I am still struggling with this... But not for long i promise!

Mummy always our happy sunshine!

Mother's day scrap!!!

This Sunday is mother's day!

WHat am i getting my mum? i have really got no idea yet!
but plan to print out a scrap album for her!! Let's See :

Life is like a Rollercoster

Ups and Downs... Fast and Slow... It's all in ur hands that u can control! Finally i finish staffing!! Lots of follow up... But what is it in me that i end up with a tiny group of 4 from 6 participants! Abit down actually.. having a tiny group but yet powerful!

I have Ms. Charlotte that looks so alike with my previous Advanced SG Sharon, she's a cute mum, jus like that kind of mother that won't scold their kids one... haha.... Then her buddy, Ah Hock. One big superhero from Brunei... Dare to love and dare to fly.. That's all i can say bout him!

And then i have Roziana... A anti social bitter face lady end up to be a powerful nun dancing PSD! Full of energy now! and her buddy Kooi Fong... I beautiful woman that hide and give up herself after some history... But she's a hot PSD as well. Giving me a hard time working with her... but my pleasure to have this beautiful woman with me for the 5 days!

Then of course the 2 that left me frm my group! Surain... a very special man! A man that nv know how much he can change if he willing to let go n' be open! I'm so happy that at last he open up n' be so alive after graduation! and his first buddy Jayson, He gets a great lesson... Not to mention! But all i can say is that it's my great honour to have them in my SG! Their jus like my previous SG! They will forever heave a special place in my heart!

Back to my work now... i am so tired u know.... Jus put my head on my table i can straight fall asleep! even now!! Yawning! how am i gonna recharge my battery again! HELP ME!!!