Be the BIGGEST LOSER

The Biggest Loser is one of the most view tv programme in the State as well as in Malaysia too. It's now showing in Astro Hallmark Channel 702, 7pm-8pm. A weight losing competition that they are gonna compete with each group with their weight drop.

It's such a motivational programme for people like me. Haha... Where lose weight is always something crucial for me but yet there's always a better tomorrow for me to start. Agree a not for those that feel u have some similarity with me. So i decided to have this Biggest Loser Complex Competition see how far among us can built up a fit and healthy body in this 90 days that u r committed to play hard at!! Grand Prize : RM1000.00 cash here for u to win home. Be the biggest Loser... We are looking for 18 people this time for our first season. There will be 3 team. For my self, I am looking for another 3 team mates.

So if u r interested, let me know... Once the space is full, we will head on with "Be the biggest loser".

Haha.. Now imagine myself as jessica alba d!! haha!!

Happy Mother's Day

I will always plan a head celebrating mother's day with my mum. Cleaning the house, cooking, bringing my mum out for lunch, not much the diff but this year... I didn't plan at all. Was out to Penang for holidays then on Sunday, I have to prepare for Arik's birthday party so really, didn't prepare much for mother's day this year. I even miss my granny's celebration @ Cheras but already promise her that i will bring her out for lunch!

So this year, my dad is the one that do the planning. He was with mum basically in the afternoon... Me n' Fai is out for Party Event. So dad decided to makan @ the Thai Restaurant near Pandan Indah, Cheras which is all the mummies fav place for delicious crab and thai cuisine! Mum, Grandma, and aunt Janet love it so much. Thanks dad for such a lovely dinner. Nice treat Dad, and somemore we're late for the dinner. (Anyway, we reach jus in the right time!! Well, my timing always accurate) Once we're seated, foods are serve.. haha....

Obviously everyone are really enjoying the dinner... Really!! Nothing Left!!

Well, this year is more to my dad planning the dinner. They no longer celebrates their wedding anniversaries but celebrating the day of how well they have been the father and mother's of their children and i gonna say that u both did a great job!!

and what i realise about my mum. Flowers, pendant, necklace, crystal and handmade craft will be a good presents for them but what's more important is seeing their kids grow and being successful in life. Mum is really happy with me and fai this year... She kept asking me what do i think about my future.. all i can tell her is "I'm not sure mum?!?" My mum just tell me that she's so proud of me... Telling me that i have too high expectation in life. She tell me that " you are already my best. Doing party event on ur own, still helping ur dad but still work on with something u like, it's not easy but u do great." I know what she means... Seeing me not completing my degree.. Coming out to work with my dad with lots of frustration until today, i can handle a event myself, being so committed in my work. That's what she wants to see in me since the day i quit my studies. She's been my source of encouragement! "Mum, without u, i really dunno how far will i stop in life, It will only be black and white for me and not a colourful rainbow appear infront of me right now!! You rocks mum!!

A very Happy mother's day to you and mum... i hope that i didn't let u down for this 24 years of having me as your daughter!

Here's the suprise celebration:

I think it's gonna be a special one for u mum because u never think of we gonna have a suprise party after the Makan session.. haha...

It's not only the 3 of us with u this year mum, but it's 7 of us!! All your Kai Lui and Kai Chai with u as well singing with celebrating with u!!



Don n' Jesse are with us too. There are my mum's new daughter and son!! They are always behaving like one ever since the day they are here.. pls remember u two are going to be our guard dogs in the future and not lil chihuahua!! and btw, Shirley Kaima of Don, u over expose him already *.*

That's what i told u jus now... They are always apart of our family.

Happy Mother's Day mom!!

Passion

Again... i jus thought of sparing some time for myself to blog but jus not allowing me to do so. Life has been too happening lately. All for good but really, miss does days that i can actually sit down on my desk alone when my dad is not around in the office, i can actually have time for myself to blog, to scrap, to surf, to chat... but now, it's more likely the half of my day will be in settling my job, going off prepare my event stuff, research for information and what's new in trend now so at least i have a pretty fresh mind when everytime people talks about ideas. That's what my selling point is...

Back home, that's the time i will have time for around 1 hour movie + dinner time then i will be either playing with my pups, bringing them out for night jog then i will be off for bath, mask then back to my room for books and mags. If not, i will continue with my research work online.

Although not much time for myself lately but still not too bad! I'm starting to have a touch on my passion in my career and myself. Whether it's for good or bad... all i know is that life has been pack with jobs and fun!! That's what life are for...

Weekends is always the moment that i treasure.. You should join me in one of the weekends!!

Cest La Vie!!

A purifying weekend where i'm not in KL

It's been a weekend that i have been waiting for. Each year, i make it a deal to detoxify my body once a year. But it will be better if i can make it 2 times a year. but it's quite a challengin one for those that did not detox before.

What so special about the detox camp this time is I'm part of the team that orginizing the whole detox. There are 23 of us in the camp. There's people from JB comin down to Kajang, as well as people from pahang, Klang as well as KL! The team includes me, Beii, Aunt Janet, Mum, Uncle Tan, Steve and Lan Leng. Everyone plays their own role.

Beii - You did a great job with our beloved detox 60 t-shirt. It's really nice. Finally i have a T-shirt that i can wear out for shopping. It looks really HIGH FASHION!! haha... n' the final slide show that u did. I know it tooks u lots of time to edit it but really, it touches every single's heart. Great Job Girl. So next time i will pass my Batton to u as the MC n' event organizer. My turn to be a taker as a participants to have my own Angel :(. ",

Aunt Janet - Thanks for the great oppurtunity having myself to be the whole event organizer. I learn alot really... without u believing in me, things wouldn't be that smooth. I really learn so much from u aunt.

Mum - Well, i know it's hard to have this stubborn head daughter that always want things to turn up her way in this camp. But u r there to support n' guide me throughout the way. Believing me with what i do. Trust me n' encourage me. Without u as the angel of my life, i don't think i will event host this event n' really believing in myself. U give me ample of space to grow . to fly . to be a bigger me in life. Pulling me through the toughest time of my life. U know what i mean. Half way in my study, not completing my degree... but u r there telling me there's lots more opportunity out there waiting for me. have me believing in my talent that i have and guidance all the way! Love u mum... if it's not for u, i will not be going this far. and mom, last but not the least, thanks for the fruit juice that u prepare for us so early in the morning. It taste sweet not only for me but the rest of the 21 people in the camp.

Uncle Tan - U r the Dad of Bfree. U r the side support that will always will in the blank for us. Making things goes perfectly well. without u, i dunno how things will turns up.

Lan Leng - Thanks for being apart of us. Being the one infront of the registration counter collecting payment, teaching us sign language. Everyone really enjoyed!

Steve - My buddy.... Thanks for being my partner this weekend. Hosting with me. I know it's kinda last minute to inform u to pair out with me but it turns up to be a suprise. We do have sparks right? haha... but really thank you. I know this is ur first time detoxing, but yet, when i ask u to join me to host this event, u didn't even think twice and u say yes to me. It's really so nice of u!! U r 2 years younger than me but yet, u never fail to inspires me the way u r in hosting n' buddy, thanks for all the care n' love that u generates to the team! U r awesome!!

Last but not least of course my 2 brothers - Fai and Horng! Thanks you u both for being the one that no matter what we ask u to do, u will do. Dunno what kind of post is this but still Thank you! Thank you for the laughter, thank you for the joy!! U both r my best Brothers.



So this weekend, although this is my 5th time detoxing. But yet, it's a brand new experience for me. As usual, i will get hungry in the second day, but yet with the energy we have from each other, we manage to made it!

I frankly say that i actually quite proud of myself. Finally i acknowledge myself on something i did. Well, i have no experience in hosting, but from the pass few training with Hank, it does improve my training skills n' hosting skills too. Hank! thanks for the great opportunity and experience. So like what my mum and aunt always tell me, never ever scares to learn more because u will never know when will u be applying it. n' now... at least i ambrace my talent by organizing this detox 60 camp!!

Thanks team!! Thanks everybody!! It's such a great weekend! and FYI, i lost 2.5kg this weekend. I hope this weekend when i'm in penang, i will be gaining back this 2.5kg :(

Yeah... one of my goal is done!! Hosting a event!! I'm done with one fo my goals!! More to come...

a different point of love.

Love is never perfect? hard to believe where i'm a girl that have so much expectation in love, believing in prince charming and always asking for more. ahaha..

Well, i'm 24 this year and my boyfriend is 29. We both have been together for almost 2 years. Love is always sweet in the beginning, getting to know each other, having someone that will love n' care about me everyday. Calling me up in the middle of the day ask how am i doing and telling how much he misses n' loves me! Bringing me out for nice dinner, spending time at home together watching Astro together, whisper softly on my ears saying that how beautiful is it having me by his arms, someone will kiss me on my forehead when i fall asleep, i then share my happiness and sorrows with him, holding his hand climbing the mountains and walking on to the second year with him but yet things now seems like the same. That's where what i call "I'm in my expectation lala land." Wanting for more...

It's been a up and down time for the both of us. Not really seeing each other, just calling each other and jus making sure each other are fine. n' to me as a princess in dream, expecting to have a whole lot of attention from u. I know i am kind of too much.. giving u unneccesaries pressure. Gonna admit that i am still in my middle 20 that looking forward for a interesting and adventurous love but for u my boyfriend wanting a stable n' secure life for us. We both have our own demand and expectation but u r always the understanding one.

Well, u r the love of my life. Never have second thought about not having u as my life time companion. I know you don't know how to sweet talk to me, i know u r not expressive and i know u r not adventurous but all i know is that u have a very big heart of love that will always love n' care about me. and i know that you do.

"love for u is all i need..u loving me back is a bonus.." this phrase will always be with me. I have faith, i trust and i believe. That's the only 3 things that i have in mind when we first get together and yes, this 3 words will keeps our love going.

haha... i don't think i will ever say this to u in person but this is the first post that i would like to acknowledge this man that have love me for 2 years by giving me unconditional love.

I love you Joey from the bottom of my heart!