Awesome Party Night of the year so far...

It's a crazy night yesterday... went to Zouk and it's a last minute plan out.. but 7 show up with Mic's bro and cousin.. so quite a big crowed!

Having a bit of breakdown yesterday! But i'm glad to have all my friends there partying with me! I am touch! It suppose to be a de-stress night for everyone, ending up a lil like Sunshine's Breakdown Party.. Oh no.... but i'm blessed to have all of u here with me!

n' Joey came too... Babe... I know we are people from diff world. U r the human and i'm the Avatar.. haha.. what I am trying to say that no one is perfect, but really the space and commitment between the both of us! Anyways... U surprise me there... again... right time right spot! Thanks babe!

I really have a super awesome night! Really, having friends esp good friends and special people being there in my life whenever i needed them!

Mic - My Big Brother that always right behind my back to support me, be there for me!

Woei Tyng - My dearly sweetheart that stays with me whenever i needed her around! Thanks for coming and the Flaming Lamborghini... haha!! lol... thanks babe! Love u lots and u r my everything as a good friend, a good sista!! haha..

Yen Sin - My life buddy... Stand with me, Cry with me, Laugh with me... we share our childhood together, i'm sure we gonna walk our life journey together too by having u by my side!

and also Munnie, Jason, Wing! thanks for making the night special!

Muacs!

De-stress.. Opps!

I'm now kinda on track pairing up with my dad in his Job. I'm looking forward taking over the company in the future and work things out with my bro. Surprisingly my bro having the same thought.. why i'm saying that because most of the time, he's like having this thought of he's not gonna work with dad, dad is just not the right person to work for, he wants to work by his own, or even he wants to work in a big company. But I told him last week, "what's more better than working in ur own company since now dad has already build up his empire for us right? all we need to do is just maintaining it as well as expanding it!" I know Fai is a smart boy, he gets what i mean and ya, we loves our dad too much too to jus not helping him with his hardwork! n' now, finally we have the thought of owning it!

I'm pretty blessed with our company now, slowly getting back on track after years of instability. Dad has really put lots of effort into it... and I'm glad I'm staying in to cruise with him in his business n' now, i can see a slightly bigger picture where am I now.. To be frank, i love my job, it's really challenging dealing with customers, dealing with suppliers, coming out with products that are selling in the whole wide malaysia and now expending to SEA, well, lots of hard effort dad and I put into esp Dad! I totally take my hat's off for him! But dealing with him also another things that I am learning.

Wait...

Something really wrong now, I titled this post as "De-stress" and what have i typed! Lol.. haha!! Blogging is definitely one great way to distress myself. Express and discover something new about something I feel so stress about.. My dad!! haha.. That's how it suppose to sound like... So my dad!! we both always have our communication breakdown. He don't communicate to me and expecting me to read his eyes and hear from his heart is it!! Hello!!! I can't feel u! I don't have the USB pod like how the Avatar has! lol.. but it's frustrating!! We r having this breakdown for 3 days already! haiz... gonna focus myself on the half cup full that i just mention in the beginning. Learn from him.. but also communicate! If not, we're gonna be Doom again!

But of course there's also ways that i use to distress myself :

• Blogging is definitely one of my fav!
• If there's no internet access around, back to basic no. 1, Writing! but normally i don't know where those notepad goes after i write! Hopefully in some safe place that mum can't find.. lol! Mum loves reading our secrets! haha..
• Eating!! That's a really bad one! It's gonna be a BIG "NO" for that from now on! Shit, I'm thinking of Roti Canai right now! there i go with all my cravings.. Durian, Chocolate, Kimchi, Satay, Apollo Waffle, A&W waffle, Avocado Juice... at this point of time, i already have like 10 in my list!! NO WAY!!
  
• SHOPPING!! another BIG "NO"!! I just tempt to do that when i'm stressed! What the hell I am thinking!
  
• Calling up WT, Joey, YK, Mic, Shirley, Karen... haha... That's where u know why i call u in the middle of the day!
• Bejeweled!! BIG "NO" too.. how can i get addicted to that.. Once i'm stressed out! there i go hitting another high score!
• Dinner and Hangouts
• Cycling, Dancing (That's how i recently pickup Hula Dance), Futsal, yoga.. purely sports!
• Clubbing!! WT, YK and my fav once in a while! haha... unforgiven for that!
• Hugging my teddy bear brother! He smells so good and huggable too of course!
• Driving around like i have no idea where am i goin!
• Watching Astro at Home!! What i enjoy the most is having the whole house myself all alone and have the remote control by myself!
• Cleaning room! My. Fav too.. and that's why some of u will be thinking why am i cleaning my room everyday.. haha.. and it's gonna be in a mess after 3 days!
• watch Romantic Comedies.. haha.. My fav. The one that I recently watched "The Rebound". A very nice movie by my fav. actress Catherine Zeta Jones!
  

That's how i distress myself..

I'm writing bla bla bla again.. but ya.. jus the fun of distressing myself now after surprises calls from my clients that are always hard to full fill and also my dad's tantrum that i can hardly stands for now...

Wishing myself a good day!!

Ciao!

Mail Merge??!?! What's that?? and how am I gonna do that?

The MAIL MERGE is driving me nutz.. I acutally done it once last year but i totally forgotten how to do it again. It's just never get into my mind since i thought it's going to be my first and the last time i'm gonna do it!!!! and who knows, i have another client of mine ask me to do that for them.. Oh NO.... 3 thousand and 4 hundred names are to be printed into an A4 sticker label and I'm doin manually 1 by 1!! How long am i gonna finish this!! I have no idea how i do it the previous time where I just need to transfer from excel file and Merge it to Words file, and all just appear magically. This time, it doesn't work! Ask all my Top PAs & IT friends like Shirley, Esther, Keng Yee, Kym (Tht didn't even know what am I talking about..) & of course Joseph Rajah that repeating what i just told him on the phone! I'm Stuck!! What a day with my Mail Merge! OMG... Long Long Long Long day........

Monday Night back to be FUTSAL night!

Jus taken my shower... blowing my hair and now back looking like princess before putting myself into sleep again. Smells so good with my fav. bodyshop's Pink Grapefruit Body Butter that almost finish which i last bought it in HK! Smells so citrus! loving it.

I had a good sweat tonight. Futsal for the first time of the year... What a long long time! Thanks to Jason and Thad that always ring me up and calling me Ms. FFK and i finally decided to go for the sick of them.. but unexpectedly, it turns up to be really fun! We have 10 of us playing!! Well.. I'm really not sure is it because of the people that i'm playing with or it just me, I improve alot!! I can do header this time! haha.. i think Jason Leong teach me well! I really enjoy myself alot tonight!

Good Night!

Family Road Trip to TAIPING...

Taiping people will be wondering why my family always go to Taiping for Short Trip like what i just did last Sunday.. Taiping is famous with it's beutiful Taiping Lake and mountains but I usually go there for diff reasons... Of course good food is part of the reason... But my family went there a couple of times because of Animals!! I know they are famous with their night safari but for my dad, he found out that there's a dog breader tht bread Bull Terrier, american bullies and all sorts of Bulldogs! Just like My 2 American bullies doggie is also from Taiping. There's once my dad bring my Popo up to Taiping for wild boars where people there believe that they will bring u luck! Lucks that are not for work, love or health but wealth! $$$(What i mean was things like 4D, Uncle Lim's Casino and all sorts of Jackpot that u can find and u can name!) which most of my friends from Taiping didn't even know the exist of that. Haha... Amazed right! People will just Padding and touching the poor boars with their wallet or money notes all over them, even private parts! haha... Maybe it's ur turn to pay Taiping a visit, it's only like 2 hours drive from KL! Experience a diff side of Taiping where people go there for weird explore just like me... haha

So this time I am there for FISH!! ahaha... Arowana. Well, i think this is quite a common one because alot of Arowana Breeders are from that area. Bukit Merah has one of the biggest Breed of Arowana in Malaysia. So this trip, My dad drive us all up to Taiping for AROWANA!! OMG.. for me, this is the most boring fish that i ever see, swim so so so super slow, all alone in a Tank and my dad is now interested in it! WHAT!!! OMG!!! Nvm... ignore my furious part!! But all for good... My dad told us that he had a very good time! that worth all of the reasons and frustration I am here with my Mum n' Bro for him this Sunday! ya... i know... It's been a long long time i last join them for the road trip like this because usually my weekends is fully booked for my events.. haha.. So I'm glad I'm here... with them... Mr. Bobby Lai always very happy to travel with all the 4 of us. haha...

Here's some photos that i took during the journey. It's not that clear because i'm using my phone's camera. haha... not to mention about my Digital Camera.. haha.. i brought a No batt Camera along the journey, my mum already Nag me for that.. My Bad my bad... All my bad.. lol. But then, my mum always doesn't really let me shot any shoots of hers, so for what u r asking for the camera!! haha... I WIN!!!

So here's my yummy meal photos compilation... For those who used to travel with my dad.. or even know well enough about my dad.. U know he's a FOOD LOVER!! If u r with him, he will always bring u the best food u can taste. In his life, there's only 3 main things that he's willing to spend. 1. Us, the family (Glad that we're in the list) 2. Fish / Pets 3. FOOD (I'm gonna BOLD this because these really speaks about my dad alot!) So here we are, our Grand Lunch!! haha.. One of my fav. Restaurant 东海海鲜酒家@ Melembu, Ipoh. Quality are very similar to the Jalan Imbi Overseas Restaurant in KL. A very rich and fullfilling lunch as u can see. We ordered the Famaus Ipoh Tualang Prawn that cost RM30.00 for 1!! But the meat is so Juicy and sweet and we have 2 each! OMG... finger licking! Look at Fai, he totally forgotten that he have Seafood Allergy! lol... too bad, it's just hard to resist! and also the Red Wine Pork Ribs at the top left. It smells and taste as good as the pork ribs @ Tony Romas and guess what!! It only cost RM4.80 per serving!!! haha... That's a really awesome meal! what's best, the price is so so so reasonable. and the next time u go, please go and try their pudding dessert. Puddings that made of different flavor like Jack Fruits, Sweet Potatoes, Dragon Fruits and also Chendol!! This is a MUST to try!

I also tried the Cendol from Bismillah! Is a must go recommendation by Hannee.. Mic and Han Nee been mentioning about this years ago. Too bad I'm late for the Pulut Chendol. It's one of the famous one there I heard. Maybe next time, my next visit to Taiping, i am so not gonna miss it! It's just opposite the St. George's School. Quite easy to find actually! But not too bad, I still manage to taste the cendol with kacang merah! Not too bad!

The Dog Farm where we bought our two doggies from. They breed imported dogs like Chi Hua Hua, Chow Chow, Bullies, Poodle and lots more. Even Husky i saw... I nearly buying a Poodle yesterday. They are so cute. Only 2 months old, but what's more cute is it's dark brown. Like my fav. Dark Chocolate.. Yummy.. or maybe i just love Joey... haha.. I dunno? For u to figure out la... And yes, We bought our AROWANA from them too.. I quite like the owner. He's a nice guy that not only sell his dogs or fish to us, but he have his patient to explain to us how to deal with our pets and does it worth to buy for long go.. all sorts of things u dunno, he'll just teach u! Such a nice guy. So if u r interested getting any pets like dogs, or fish, u can ask me for his no., a very honest guy and his farm is not those dirty, but a well maintain one, very clean and tidy.

Haha... i realize i type abit too long this time. Times with family always the best for me. They are like my treasure! haha... My dad, mum and bro.. although I usually skips some family trip but u all always make sure i don't miss any good food, good place and good memories with the 3 of u!

This is one of the place that i missed out the previous time they came. And here I am, My dad drove all the way to Sepetang Port for Dinner. A very nice view of Fisherman's houses and boats. My dad ordered lots of yummy dish again!!! haha.. no suprise! Another seafood night that i can't resist again... I know, i can't eat prawn and crabs!! but i just can't help again! It's too yummy!

So here I go.. My Taiping Trip.. With my family and I and also 1 Arowana that I will try my best to learn how to like him! haha...

One question for u daddy, Can i know how much the Dear AROWANA cost!! haha... $$$$

A great Sunday to remember! Thank you daddy, mummy and Fai fai!

How can we not have CNY songs for CNY ",

Another 3.5 weeks is gonna be CNY already! I think most of us now getting into the Reddish CNY mood already. If u turn on ur radio to MY fm, 988 or even One FM, they are all playing "bee ling pa lang" CNY songs.. how can u not have CNY mood looo! Even the nearby pasar malam @ OUG next to my office already start playing CNY songs a month ago just after Christmas. So really, as a girl all this while staying @ Chinese Kampung like Cheras & Old Klang Road, everywhere u go basically like hypermarket, kedai runcit, Morning Market, Pasar Malam, or even shopping center, CNY songs are playing everywhere throughout this month.

Frankly speaking, chinese in Malaysia, If there's no CNY songs, It's like something BIG is missing in this BIG DAY of us! So CNY songs really play a big part... and normally CNY album will be the top selling album of the year for us compare to any other records album of the year. Averagely every 5 house there's 2 house will have at least one CNY album. Not the pirated one but the original one. So u know how CNY songs play apart in our Malaysian CNY ",

Here's the few Malaysian CNY album that i personally like!

my astro舞虎扬威大日子


988 虎甲天下过好年

and also 8TV Happy CNY 《欢喜迎新年》

n' what's more terror is they have their own MV in all the songs in the album!! Canggih right! Beyonce and Lady Gaga don't even shot all their songs in the album! So thumbs up for our Chinese Artists! Keep this Happening Culture up to our next next next and coming more generation!

Check the MV out :

• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wgbe9ZtfAEU&feature=related
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09XvalNEV4s&feature=related
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6tKbcEG7qGc&feature=related
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTF-4AvBTvE&feature=related
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqX_SI_cMjE&feature=related
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g2ttH4gVUjI&feature=related
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OOb5UEpn-M4

Love the songs, go support Buatan Malaysia and have a Loud Joyous CNY with all this "Ong Ong Steady Steady" Malaysia CNY songs!

Sunshine's Makeup Portfolios

This is just part of my makeup portfolio. Still updating the rest. For those who r looking for a makeup artist or someone to makeover. Can always leave me a comment and i will get back to u ASAP! Can't wait to have u to be one of my portfolio ",

Shall we dance?

I got this msg from Woei Tyng this Morning. Bold and LOUD!!!

"Lai Chi Yan!!!
*Warning*
Tonight salsa must go.
Do not FFK..."

I'm like in the middle of my busy day... and she sent me this... haha...

Actually i thought of FFK her and telling her that can i start my class like after CNY. I'm in my CNY mood already. But since i think it's a good thing to starts now.. I'm like WHY not. and i am also thinking of pulling Joey in with me! hahaha... out of my curiosity, i pick up my phone and dials 013-88112**.. lol...

ring ring... ring ring...

Me: hei babe... still sleeping? (I'm sure by hearing his blurry voice and reaction!)

Joey: No ar... I'm have sore throat! (U r right!)

Me: Babe.. I have something for u! wanna learn salsa together?

Joey: (Again!?!) when and where arr... ???

Me: Like today and it will be every wednesday, @ TTDI

Joey: Erm..... (Thinking of ways not to disappoint me!) OK arr.. (Out of my surprise! and i can't believe what i actually listening!) U pay arr?

Me: OK la!! I pay.. U go!! (It's a good deal for me because Joey seldom come out from his comfy zone! so it's a good deal!)

Joey: hahaha... OK la... I go!! Tonight!!

haha... that's basically how the conversation goes.. I'm so happy and Suprise! Sometimes i just put him in a box that i think he will give me lots of red lights on things like that but ya... by just asking and thinking tht he will just come with me to learn.. it just works! haha...

Can't wait to dance with my babe tonight!!

the photo montage from the grandchildren to our grannies...

Here's something i want to share.. I'm really happy that i did this photo montage for my grandparents' as their Birthday present. Nothing big but photos that speak about them... about how they actually meant to us in our life... how important are they and how much we dearly appreciate them in our life. It's from all the grandchildren actually. I think this will be a ideal gift for them since they always said that those photos that we took, it's always in our memory card and they will never have it since we always like to keep it instead of develop it!! So Popo and GongGong.. Here's something that we specially dedicated to the both of u! Hope u both love it! and this is the frame that i bought it from Ikea. It's fit so perfectly on a wooden frame! Loving it, Ikea is always the right place . right choice!

Photos always tell everything and to me, all this photos brings me lots of memories that i am having this two grandparents that always play a big part of my life. Being there for every single one of us! It's Saturday, Mum and Auntie Janet actually suprise them a birthday dinner. It's a big thing because my grandpa really wants this for a long time! I know that we so gonna have lots of joy and laughter tomorrow! Can't wait... Another big family reunion!!

I think I can somehow feel that my eyes are closing a lil now.. Gonna Sleep.. Night night!

Cappuccino driving Sunshine's Sleepless Night!!

That's the reason why i'm blogging like 4am in the morning!!!

I knew I am gonna be so awake now like 4am in the morning way before I have my cravings on cups of Cappuccino. and here i am, the pay off for having 3 cups of cappuccino while i accompanying Joey for his dinner @ Ikea... Well.. it suppose to be the other way around, He's more likely the one that accompany me to Ikea to buy photo frame that i needed badly for my Photo Montage that gonna be my grandparents' birthday pressie!!

Joey is a lil hungry after the whole day of sandwiches so he wants to grab a bites at the Ikea Cafe. He had his Healthy Salmon set and there I go itchy minded asking him to get me a cup of coffee.. I'm not a caffeine person but really, when u smelled brew coffee, how can u resist the aroma right!! So ya... I had my fav cappuccino after a long long time. and there i am.. still so awake in the middle of the night!

...... of course Joey can't resist it too.

Too bad my phone is barred.. If not, i will definitely call Joey up and check on him!! He can't have coffee or tea or even coke during the night... He can be Hyper all night! So i really wondering is he asleep yet or just like me now.. trying my best to sleep!! Poor Me.. :(

Carl's Jr for dinna...

It's been a very rushing day.. Traffic Jam... Waking up early.. go to the office, collecting my last calendar order for year 2010, rushing up for Elaine to hand over the calendars to her client and only manage to complete 300 pcs for her and another thousand fifty pieces to go. Went out and collect an artwork printout from pudu, drop by Derrick & Team to chop off my split ends on my hair tip ended looking so bob hair which that's the last thing i want to look, I love my length, i love my hair now, jus i want to get rid of my split ends... ends up having a bob haircut now.. OMG.. u have no idea how mad was I!!! rushing back to the office, continue my job abit, one client in PMS called and acted kinda crazy, jus ignore, that's jus her not me... lol.. this continues round and round till Kym telling me that he's ready for Burger? Am I? I'm actually kinda... but seriously, driving down to Pavilion with the jam @ 7pm is not a cool idea.. but whatever.. I gonna enjoy my night.. So this is how my Carl's Jr night erase all the madness of the day...

First thing come across my mind when Kym suggested Carl's Jr for dinner, I'm like " Enormous and Expensive Burger!!" but that's definitely a place that i want to try. I'm glad that Kym actually wants to eat that so i can have a taste of Carl's Jr Burger NOW!!

I ordered a Portobello Mushroom Burger and Kym had a Teriyaki Burger! and Chili Cheese Fries is the best!! No artificial Cheese.. It don't taste like KFC Cheesy Wedges at all.... It's just Yummy!!! The Portobello Mushroom Burger is Awesome too.. Yummy Swiss Mushroom with juicy beef in it.. will definitely back for more burgers. Well, It's kinda pricy though, like for the Burgers, Fries and Drinks, It's around RM 50++ Already! but it's Kym's treat!! Poor Sweaty one... But really, I don't mind to have it like once in a bluemoon. It's delicious! Thanks Kymchi!! I gonna have a sweet burger dream! Night night!

"Big Hit of Year 2009"

• From 65.8kg, i'm now 58kg!! almost 8 kg in 3 months time!! All i can say is healthy, happy and confident now...
• I reach the peak of Mount KK finally and i'm more than proud because we are using the Mesilau trail which is 2km further than Timpohon.
• I'm slowly taking over my dad's business by closing 3 Big deals by myself.
  
• Handle my year end conflict with my dad pretty well this year and really, dealing with my dad in a more when it's work, we mean work... but when family, we talk "Family".
  
• A successful detox camp for Bfree and they are asking me to organize a second Team Building Camp for them this year @ PD 16-17 January.
• Anthony Robbin's UPW course that sponsor by Chris and made it for the Fire Walk.
  
• Drawing out my dream cafe and knowing that this is actually something i really want to have in 5 years time.
• Owning a Mac Book
• Making decision for myself and learning how to say no when it's necessary
• Burning up my sports spirit once again... and finally i run 100 meters in a T&F events
• I Finish 4 books this year (Tuesday with Morrie, Tipping Point, P.S. I Love You, Tales from Outer Suburbia
• Organize 2 weddings (For Mic & Hannee , Beii & Julio)
• 6 Bridal Makeup
• 8 Trainings
• Went to KK twice this year (For Christmas and Conquering Mount KK)
• Cook for Joey & His Cousins and feeling a lil more confident on my cooking now ;p
• i can wear tube dress without covering with shawl or cardigans
• No major car accident
  
• teaching my mum about the basic function how to use computer, how to blog, how to type chinese in computer.
• knowing lots and lots of good people this year
• Going to singapore with my bestie WT for 3 times in 3 years!!
  
• I saw 2 Sharks this year in perhentian
• Snorkeling in Perhentian with my darling Joey without using life jacket
• First time went all the way to Perhentian, Terengganu for a pre wedding photoshoot.
  
• Working with new partners like Zheng Hao, Pauline, Kenneth and Steve.
• Organize 4 birthday parties that i slowly falling in love with personal events
• getting stuck in a Raya Jam that i never experience before
• MCing for the very first time with Buffy
• Staffed a Mandarin Advance Course and I'm the music person... SCARY!!!
• Went to HK for 4 days for my Aunt's Funeral but had lots of fun with my uncles and aunties! lol
• Meet up with Winnie and she bring me to a half day tour in Hong Kong Island
• I ate the Best Roast Goose in HK
  
• Meet my advanced trainer Marcus
• I take MAS finally after so many years of AirAsia Flight to KK
• Went for my very first treading on my lil mustache lol
• Applying liquid eye liner which i always failed using it
• Buying a insurance policy from Joey
• The captain of Cheer leading that win Champion!!! Go Greenies!!
• Start Playing new sports like Futsal every monday
• Try out Dodgeball that before this i don't even know what the hell is this!!
  
• Got a new Honda City
• I score a 2 point shot in one of the Basketball match final!
• 2 and a half year relationship with Joey
• 2 new perfume - Flora by Gucci & Blossom Delicious by DKNY
• Went to Penang like 3 times a year with Friends and Family and having fun time there
• 10 promises that i keep to my two Doggies (Don & Jessie)
• and ya.. i lost Mickey (my doberman) My bad!
• Joey cook me lasagna
• Clubbing with Woei Tyng lots of time and have extremely wild fun!!!
  
• A night where only Woei Tyng, Yew Khuay and Me were out and haha!!! YK, u know what happens and Joey just suddenly appear infront of me and safe my night! Love u babe!!
• A lovely Valention Project with my buddy Shirley selling Flower Lollies. Really an experience in a life time!!
• Sourcing for garlands and manage to look for it for mic's mom's 60 birthday bash!! Love it
• Found out tht few of my close family and friends got pregnant - Beii, Han Nee, Elaine, Isma, Sew Fang and few more that i left out!! So happy for them!

the 5th day of 2010.. and i suddenly realise...

A brand new decades... A brand new year for me... A year that I'm calling myself a woman no longer a girl. So when people asking how old am I, It will be a soft whisper, "I'm 25 this year!"

I feel the lil mix feelings though, always want to be a grown up lady, an independent lady...

wearing high heels, feeling feminine and sexy, wearing perfume, holding clutches, earning my own money, talking and be next to my parents like an adult (Somehow feeling a sense of respect from them), holding hands like adult, dates like adult, shopping by myself, holidays with my besties, achieving lots of things in my life...

in just a blink, i'm now standing here... wearing my heels in my office, dressing up nicely and not so red hair dye, wearing a dark green dress with a look alike black leather jackets, working on my training brief (since my dad is not around), sounding like a professional ladies when my clients call me, going out for appointment, coming back and now i'm sitting on my desk again blogging and listening to some irish music that i just downloaded. At this moment, i feel that life changes, and kinda feel like u know what... That's gonna be interesting to be 25 now somehow!

It feels like i only had my 21st birthday bash yesterday and just one glimpse, I'm gonna blow off 25 candles on this september and now i know why my parents always ask for only 1 candles for their birthday! But life is fun though... when u start chasing ur dreams and fullfilling them. Open doors and doors that u never expected where they will lead u to.. But as long as u open it and walk towards it, u will totally flown in to the world of wonderland that something unexpectedly happens and that's where i learn to just give and take unconditionally whether if it's good or bad! I'm blessed having good people around.. my family, uncles, aunties, cousies, BF, besties that always play as my spine of my life.