An unexpcted lunch with my Family

2 missed calls on my phone. My uncle Robest jus called. A minutes later, he rang up my bro and ask us out for lunch. Lunch @ The Gardens, @ one of our fav. Japs restaurant, Sushi Zanmai. Surprisingly we said yes to him since we're so busy with work and deliveries. My mum is like telling us, just go and have lunch with ur uncle. and there we go... an unexpected Lunch with Uncle Robert, Granny, Aunt Josephine, Aunt Lucy and Melissa. A lovely Lunch with my family, enjoying looking at my grandma Happily eating her unagi don! It's been a long long time i never see her eating that much. Sometimes it's not how much she ate now but the happiness that contains most of her appetite!

"I'm blessed that I am raised in such a lovely family."

Lil sunshine feeling tasteless...

For the pass few days i have been working till 11pm.. It's gonna be crazy year end again but this year, i kinda have good feedback on my notebooks and calendars too so it's worthwhile for my effort.

But I can't blame it on my work. I don't feel like going home anyways. My Ex is back for business trip. He just can't stop calling me and texting me. Which is quite annoying. Well, for those who knows my pass experience, it's better to stay as far as possible from him. I jus want to get over this soon because as what i know, he's gonna be off back to his country this weekend so another few more days to go.

It's been a tasteless week.. Feel like watching Movies, goin to somewhere out of the urban for weekends, Drawing, Dancing, Partying. Anything that gonna keeps me high up again! I jus want it to be over soon.

This is one Little Cafe that i passed by that caught my eyes during my HK trip. Jus a simple stop where people will jus walk in for a cup of coffee with a slice of strawberry cheese moose... Yummy. Well, by looking at this lil dream cafe of mine, it does bloom up my day a lil.

Goin to do some survey on the net to generate me some ideas on my online store which i have no idea what am i gonna sell yet! I love accesories... Most proberly my online accesories store, and later move on to this dream cafe of mine that gonna be a Ms. Lil sunshine lil cafe concept store! Wow!! It sounds great!

Night night!

The month of October

It's been a while since i last blog... almost like 2 months I'm away living in a world of an ordinary human being. Well, blogging is always been something that i am so looking forward for but now, it seems like i have nothing much to write. Jus sometimes feeling empty and numb towards certain things around me. Maybe coming with expectation and really not easy to be fullfilled. But it's always not too late to starts writing once in a while when i feel like.

Lots and lots of things been happening recently in this 2 months..

One of the greatest one of course is my lose weight achievement. I lost 5kg in 2 months which I never think that would happen to me. I have been saying that i want to lose weight for more than 3 years but nothing compels me to do so and now since i'm in one of the Awlympic events - The Biggest Losers, jus goin all out for it! I've not touch rice for so long, no carbo, but jus Protein and Fibre. So far, it works pretty well on me but this is my Final Week!! So gonna really go all out for another 2 more KGs so I'm back to my Club 50++kgs... haha!!

I'm blessed to have my Family to support me all the way. My mum been cooking lots of veggie meal for me, Boil Soup for me, early in the morning before i go to work, she will makesure that i have something to munch on before I start my day! As for my dad- of course he's more happy than ever because his daughter now looking as fit as hot as ever. (My dad always likes me to dressup and looks good in anyway, that's my dad) and my bro, now known as my sports buddy.. Play basketball, futsal, badminton with me all the time! So really to my dear family, thanks for your lovely support. Not forgetting my dearest Boyfriend and Friends. To be frank, without your kick ass and encouragement, i will not go this far. Special thanks to Joey, Michael & Hannee, Woei Tyng, Sue, Shirley, Esther, Yew Khuay and also others... You know who you are. Jus feeling great once again but i'm not gonna stop! Gonna looks good physically and mentally.. wink wink


So now feeling good with nice sleeveless dresses, posing with my handsome and abit gentlemen Cousin in Beii's Wedding.

Jus 5kg, i can actually enjoy myself with a wider range of dresses that i normally put a "NO" to it. 2 days ago, i am like clearing my closet since it's been a busy months for me with my work and awlympics, my room looks like a mountain full of tops and dresses, but i do enjoying myself trying on tops, bottoms, dresses that i already put it a side for a long long time. Yeah!! I finally can wear them confidently. So how am i not rearrange my closet again! So Yes!!! I'm goin to put another 5 KG off and i'm happy! That's my goal before 2009 ends!

Other than me goin on diets, the other celebration from my family is my dearest Cousin, Beii got married on the 17th of October. Wish her all the best and have a beautiful life ahead with Her Husband! I'm happy to be in ur space, be the one who witness ur wedding! U looks good that night! My family always wish u the best of the best!

So October... is a not too bad month. I have my awlympic on, my Notebook and Calendar 2010 launch to the market, Joey meet up with my mother's side family, Beii's Wedding, Me learning new sports like Futsal, Foosball, dodgebal, and pool. Pretty Cool right!! Hopefully i will persistently update my blog more often since few of my friends been telling me what's wrong with me, having my lazy holidays is it!! lolz

I miss Bubbles - Pulau Perhentian

I was in Pulau Perhentian a week back for a pre-wedding photoshoot with Kenneth and Zheng Hao. Well, Kenneth jus plan it like 2 months ago and i am so thankful to join him for this trip with Zheng Hao as the Make-up Artist for the shoot. And of course, working with Zheng Hao, Kenneth and Kah Fai is one of the dream team that i can think of where 4 of us have diff passion on our interest!

And yes, Here's our Couples, Julie and Donnie. One cute couple they are ",


This trip to Perhentian, I have another special one following me in my half work half vacation trip, that is Mr. Joey Rajah, my dear darling... Seriously, i'm really happy to have him with me in this trip. Well, although we've been together for like almost 2 and a half year but trips that we've been to together actually less than 5. So i think u will know by now how hardly we travel together :( . But we make it a point that we gonna travel every year at least once to a far away land and enjoy our holidays together. Joey really enjoy himself here in the island. My diver boyfriend went for 3 dives a day. He told me that this is one of his best dive so far... I'm really happy bout it because he really enjoy it. I'm jus so afraid that it will be a boring trip for him since i will be half working, but suprisingly he loves it! He went for his night dive, and in the evening, he will snooker with me by the seaside.

I know that u can't be here for my birthday, but really, i don't actually blame u on that because i jus had one great birthday weekend with u. Having u by my side is the best birthday gift for me for the pass 2 years. We had lots of fun together in the island. Sitting at the seaside, soaking ourselves in the sea water and having love talk, holding hand in hand on the beach! Thanks baby for the beautiful weekend with u..


All i can say is Lil Miss Sunshine really enjoy her trip alot! Well, gonna work out more and have my strict diets for a toned body for bikinis.. ", wink wink.

As u know, i always love my holidays especially any island or seaside holidays. I will have my most colourful dresses and clothes with me with my flowerish hairclips, sunshades and MP3, enjoying dressing up myself looking like an Aloha girl, lying down on the sandy beach and jus be sunshine for the rest of the day. Yee ha... gonna earn more money now to support my savings and my trip.

I have alot of 1st time in this trip.

1. I see lil turtle hatching in the middle of the night (12.30pm)
2. First Island trip this year after my last trip to KK island Last Year
3. First time snorkeling with My Darling without life Jacket
4. First time doing on the island for Pre Wedding Shot
5. First time using the makeup luggage set that Mic and Han Nee give it to me (Love it)
6. Going out with Joey and my parents actually know about it.
7. First time caught in the Raya Jam and it took 10 hours to reach :(
8. First time seeing sharks while i snooker.

I jus can't get enough of this trip! More business that we gonna have, more trips and places we gonna explore!

It's jus AWESOME!

Lil sunshine's journey to the peak

Yeay!!! we reach the peak... haha... 3 weeks ago. Didn't have time to write about it ever since i am back! Feeling tired and exhausted.. It took me almost 3 -4 days to recover my ache but who cares.... "I made it to the Peak! woo hoo.." after telling myself that i will be back in 1 year time!! Yes!!! 8KM all the way up from Masilau trail to Mount Kinabalu Low Peak! One of the highlight of the year...

Seriously, this trip I don't have much worries bout myself. I guess it's because i once been there and not much of worries of how tough the trail gonna be like, how cold is it gonna be, what should i carry up with me? Is there enough oxygen for me? haha... u know... this kind of question marks will automatically appear in my head all the time. It's not much of this consideration but Just one question, "Do you want to make it to the peak or not!" as simple as that. and really for those who knows me, my mission this time is to bring back my colour cert with me when i am home to KL. and Yes... I have not only 1 colour cert but 2 colour cert. For your information, for those climbers that start climbing using the Masilau Trail, you will have another extra cert because the Sutera Group actually encourage more climbers start climbing at this entrance. Well, it's only 2KM more to climb but worthwile for it... the view is really good. Trail wise, it's not as though as timpohon. Like what Ivan said, this trail have more time for the climbers to recover. So it took me 9 hours to reach Laban Rata for the 6KM climbs, but i do enjoy myself alot with the view and of course the stairs... But really, if i were to choose again which trail to climb, Masilau is definitely the one.

To be frank, for beginners, Masilau is not a good choice but if u do have enough trainings and Staminas, Y not!! Sharon, Woei Tyng, Ivan, Suanne, Pepsi and Ah Bing, they are all the first timer in our Mountain Gang. We only like goin few places to train like Batu caves climbing up stairs, FRIM, Bukit Cahaya Cycling, Mount Gasing... So this is the few that we went for practice and building up our stamina. So it's something tat worthwile to try.

To be continue...

Joey just bought his very First Property!!

My dear Joey just bought his very first property today... Yeah!! I am so happy for him. Yeah!! I am like so into celebrating this moment of him getting his own property but he insisted saying that it's not deal yet since the owner of the house haven't sign the agreement yet. Well, perhaps tomorrow I can celebrates with him this moment Kebanggaan of his!! haha ",

It's already more than six months he has been looking for his very first property for investment and also a place of his own to stay in, and now, today he just bought a place at Casa Tropicana Condominium. A cozy place actually... with full furnish... Having a Lanai Balcony place that he always wanted, not too crowded and noisy, facing opposite the golf course.. not too much on that golf course view but a lil bit of it. But i like the place though... I know after a lil paint and touch up of our effort and love in the house, it can be a homely and warm place. Pretty looking forward when we can move in and start painting, decorates up the place ",

My dear donkey actually don't look that happy after getting the place.. I was like kept asking him y? I know the burden is going to be there... All he tell me that "it's not a burden but a bigger responsiblity, this is part of life right Lao poh!?!" Suddenly there's a pause... I wonder why always there will be a pause when we have talks like our future?!? How can he so sure that I will be the one... But of course the pause is there because i feel nice.. calm... the feeling of peaceful and secure. That's something that Joey has always gave it to me all this while. " Don't worry bout me, everything is gonna be OK! I'm a man OK!!" that's what he tells me everytime I'm worried bout him with his things. The very first time i still remember when he tell me this is when he jus moved down to KL. No car, No House, No Place to stay yet... but then till now, looking at him working hard, having his own car, house and a place to stay... My donkey really work so hard for it!! He's always the one to have me to move futher because of how hardworking he is... Once again... I'm really happy for ur very first property!! More to come Mr. Joey Rajah!

Michael Jackson - The Legend

"There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow..."

Simple lyrics yet it sings directly to our heart. Love is the move to be much brighter than tomorrow. I remember this song was played in one of the charity dinner that i dad bring me along to attend. That's my very first time i get to know about Michael Jackson and this touching and love generating song that he wrote impact the world to start healing the world by a first change that they willing to do. A man that sings for humanity. A man that care so much for the children, the world to have a better tomorrow. One man that concern and care enough for our living in this planet, Michael Jackson is the man. and "Heal the World" is the song that moves the whole ambient of the charity dinner where everyone stand together as one. I still remember, everyone is given a candle to hold in hand and really feel and being in touch with the children in south africa. The children that live in hunger, live in dark, live in fear... Alot of us know about it but how many of us care?!? and that's how amazing it was through Michael's music, it's jus like a messenger to everyone of us, helping and donating or even contribute what we can to them. That's how inspiring and impactful MJ songs can be. and i was only 8 years old by then when i came across this song. And that's the song that makes me know about how the third world country suffer and how i should actually help them.

Michael is really a Legend. A legend that not only sing and dance, but a legend that gives, contribute and do alot of charity to helps the children to have a better tomorrow. He believes that he can do it and yes, he made it. Although there's lots of judgement, rumours about him, but he still stood still and focus on how he wants to have the children to live in a better place. Love you and respect you so much on the efforts and works that you have done. The Neverland is jus simply beautiful with the rides, theater, zoo & etc...

I'm jus so glad that i am born in the era that i get to witness this magical legend sing and dance on stage. A legend that sings for the world, A legend that have everyone comes in One with no religions and boundaries. Only Michael Jackson can do this. You will always be in our heart. Our children's heart and as well as our children's children. I will definitely pay it forward with the works that u done & With the songs that u sing.

Here's few of my fav. song from Michael Jackson :

• I'll Be there
• Blame it on the boogie
• ABC
• Will You be there
• Gone too soon
• Heal the World
• We are the World
• Man in the mirror
• Childhood
• Remember the time
• You are not alone
• The way u make me feel
• They don't really care about us
• Scream
• Earth Song
• Human Being
  
• You rock my world

This are my few. You will never feel that these songs goes outdated.. haha...

U have left for 3 weeks but ur Songs and ur Spirit will forever live in everyone's heart.

Thanks for the different that you have make...

R.I.P Michael Jackson.

a phonecall from lil moo moo at 23.16

i am listening to yiruma's performance. Really love yiruma's music, a peaceful piano cords playing.. so enduring... so peaceful... so touched... so alive... a voice from ur inner self.

Yesterday is lil moo moo's birthday. If u have a promoter princess as ur friend, u will normally receive birthday wishes or calls like tens and tens time, jus depends how bimbo she can go on that day. But out of my expectation, i only like text her, live her a message on twitter, facebook and msn instead of calling. I dunno why, maybe i was too busy yesterday, not filling to well with my eye swollen, i didn't actually give her a call.

Until 23.16, i am actually closing my eyes.. just want to have a early rest after days of sleepless night, and with my eye sore too! but moo moo rang up and tell me that she wants to talk to me. We have not talk for like almost more than half a year... and suddenly, she rang me up during the night, it is quite suprising actually...

Moo moo is always the one that pull me back when i go too far, the one who always gimme a hand whenever i needs and lend me her shoulder whenever she feels that something is not right with me. and i think this time she sense that too... me of not finding my peace and losing the sunshine that i have in me. I didn't know what to do when moments like this but u calm me down. Telling me that's it's alright to feel like this... empowering me to move forward with ur way... I know that it's a uneasy year for u... but u still stand firm and making sure that things are goin to be fine soon... u sacrisfy urself so that i can be a bigger and free me but u r wrong. U r always part of my life and that's where i found the missing piece in me, and that's u. U r the one that accompany me through all my thunders and rains.. and have me landed soundly on a green peaceful piece of meadow. U r the ray in my journey, the glow when i shy!! U r unforgetable!

Like the message in the lil japanese kimono doll that i gave u as ur birthday gift, i written there - " Please don't forget me!" i mean it... U r my good friend and u will always do. A special one, a dearly one and a soul one!! U r the one that brought me to who i am today!! Thanks lil moo moo... thanks for the love and diff that u made in me! U r my celebration!! Let's cheers for this woman that being so dearly in my life!! Happy Birthday... Ur call and existance means so much to me! Thanks for the 23.16 calls...

Thank you my lil angle aka lil moo moo!

The inner peace of me..

I have been searching for so long for the missing piece of me. Being productive in life, being happy in life doesn't means that u r happy inside. It might jus looks nice, looks good but u know that deep down inside, there's a whole that can't be fullfill. It's not things, objects, presents, party, partners can fill up this empty space of urs but by u balancing ur lifestyle with the inner peace of u.

I thought, i do really thought that i am much more happier now a days with my career in hands, family in hands, relationship in hands, friendship in hands but then i don't fill the happiness of having all things in hands. I've been searching for the missing part of me.

well, before this, life is jus that simple, helping up my dad in the office, having my family in place, having friends around in my life, goin out with them, exploring some adventurous weekends, dating with my boo, doin some party & wedding events and bridal makeups. It sounds pretty in place everything, but y am i losing interest in things like blogging, reading, drawing, jotting thoughts on my journal, sketching, scrabbing, enjoying a simple weekend with a glass of cold lemonade, listening to some soft, instrumental music by Yiruma or Yani?

I'm now more into Working late which i can actually rush up my work early and go home, addicted to shopping at least a pc of new dress 1 week, entertainment, party, Loud music, alcohol, magazines? Come and take a look with it... there's lots of ups to downs. Well, i always believe that human being, we start from climbing, walking but now things seems so advanced and we tempt to forget about the fundimental of ourself. 1 self, 1 person, 1 heart, 1 soul that can move your life, move the world. Not by satisfying the empty piece in ur heart but find back the passion and the momentum of why u choose to live a better tomorrow, the inner child in u.

I guess it's not too late for me to realise... jus i'm glad that i have a good conversation to lil moo moo last night.

Party once in a very blue moon.

I gonna stop partying for like 1 month already. It's really drained and tired...

Really gonna stop... have my energy back to work and getting my diets back on track, all pump up for my mount KK climb. Jus another 10 days i will be all up for Mount KK hike agin after a year of rest. This time no matter wat, i am goin to make it to the peak.

I've been neglected writting for quite a while. Feel reluctant actually after not writting for almost 2 months.

But after a comment that my dear prince jefferi has left me with : " Welcome back princess...Sometimes life catches up on us too thick and too fast and suddenly we realise that we hav not sat down to reflect and absorb all that we experience. I am slowly getting back to my blogs too. :)" Very true... writting is a way to express and have u looking back at ur days and achievements. Time flies and sometimes we tempt to forget or taking things forgranted. By writting down, i can actually check in with myself or even experience how so far my life has been true. I can be lost if i am too happening in my life and jus forgetting about appreciate it when i stop writting!

This jus only the beginning...

I'm back..

I gonna start writting something... if not i won't start blogging till next year.. so much has been happen this 2 months but i really don't have my time to type it down. Been involve in Wedding, Party, Training and of course woth my design work ", It's like every week there's something up to. But one thing, i am getting really tired everyday. Not much focus during the day. Not enough sleep. Gonna pack up with myself n' have me writting once again. Enjoy those days with my scrap and blog!! Lil Sunshine is back!!

Be the BIGGEST LOSER

The Biggest Loser is one of the most view tv programme in the State as well as in Malaysia too. It's now showing in Astro Hallmark Channel 702, 7pm-8pm. A weight losing competition that they are gonna compete with each group with their weight drop.

It's such a motivational programme for people like me. Haha... Where lose weight is always something crucial for me but yet there's always a better tomorrow for me to start. Agree a not for those that feel u have some similarity with me. So i decided to have this Biggest Loser Complex Competition see how far among us can built up a fit and healthy body in this 90 days that u r committed to play hard at!! Grand Prize : RM1000.00 cash here for u to win home. Be the biggest Loser... We are looking for 18 people this time for our first season. There will be 3 team. For my self, I am looking for another 3 team mates.

So if u r interested, let me know... Once the space is full, we will head on with "Be the biggest loser".

Haha.. Now imagine myself as jessica alba d!! haha!!

Happy Mother's Day

I will always plan a head celebrating mother's day with my mum. Cleaning the house, cooking, bringing my mum out for lunch, not much the diff but this year... I didn't plan at all. Was out to Penang for holidays then on Sunday, I have to prepare for Arik's birthday party so really, didn't prepare much for mother's day this year. I even miss my granny's celebration @ Cheras but already promise her that i will bring her out for lunch!

So this year, my dad is the one that do the planning. He was with mum basically in the afternoon... Me n' Fai is out for Party Event. So dad decided to makan @ the Thai Restaurant near Pandan Indah, Cheras which is all the mummies fav place for delicious crab and thai cuisine! Mum, Grandma, and aunt Janet love it so much. Thanks dad for such a lovely dinner. Nice treat Dad, and somemore we're late for the dinner. (Anyway, we reach jus in the right time!! Well, my timing always accurate) Once we're seated, foods are serve.. haha....

Obviously everyone are really enjoying the dinner... Really!! Nothing Left!!

Well, this year is more to my dad planning the dinner. They no longer celebrates their wedding anniversaries but celebrating the day of how well they have been the father and mother's of their children and i gonna say that u both did a great job!!

and what i realise about my mum. Flowers, pendant, necklace, crystal and handmade craft will be a good presents for them but what's more important is seeing their kids grow and being successful in life. Mum is really happy with me and fai this year... She kept asking me what do i think about my future.. all i can tell her is "I'm not sure mum?!?" My mum just tell me that she's so proud of me... Telling me that i have too high expectation in life. She tell me that " you are already my best. Doing party event on ur own, still helping ur dad but still work on with something u like, it's not easy but u do great." I know what she means... Seeing me not completing my degree.. Coming out to work with my dad with lots of frustration until today, i can handle a event myself, being so committed in my work. That's what she wants to see in me since the day i quit my studies. She's been my source of encouragement! "Mum, without u, i really dunno how far will i stop in life, It will only be black and white for me and not a colourful rainbow appear infront of me right now!! You rocks mum!!

A very Happy mother's day to you and mum... i hope that i didn't let u down for this 24 years of having me as your daughter!

Here's the suprise celebration:

I think it's gonna be a special one for u mum because u never think of we gonna have a suprise party after the Makan session.. haha...

It's not only the 3 of us with u this year mum, but it's 7 of us!! All your Kai Lui and Kai Chai with u as well singing with celebrating with u!!



Don n' Jesse are with us too. There are my mum's new daughter and son!! They are always behaving like one ever since the day they are here.. pls remember u two are going to be our guard dogs in the future and not lil chihuahua!! and btw, Shirley Kaima of Don, u over expose him already *.*

That's what i told u jus now... They are always apart of our family.

Happy Mother's Day mom!!

Passion

Again... i jus thought of sparing some time for myself to blog but jus not allowing me to do so. Life has been too happening lately. All for good but really, miss does days that i can actually sit down on my desk alone when my dad is not around in the office, i can actually have time for myself to blog, to scrap, to surf, to chat... but now, it's more likely the half of my day will be in settling my job, going off prepare my event stuff, research for information and what's new in trend now so at least i have a pretty fresh mind when everytime people talks about ideas. That's what my selling point is...

Back home, that's the time i will have time for around 1 hour movie + dinner time then i will be either playing with my pups, bringing them out for night jog then i will be off for bath, mask then back to my room for books and mags. If not, i will continue with my research work online.

Although not much time for myself lately but still not too bad! I'm starting to have a touch on my passion in my career and myself. Whether it's for good or bad... all i know is that life has been pack with jobs and fun!! That's what life are for...

Weekends is always the moment that i treasure.. You should join me in one of the weekends!!

Cest La Vie!!

A purifying weekend where i'm not in KL

It's been a weekend that i have been waiting for. Each year, i make it a deal to detoxify my body once a year. But it will be better if i can make it 2 times a year. but it's quite a challengin one for those that did not detox before.

What so special about the detox camp this time is I'm part of the team that orginizing the whole detox. There are 23 of us in the camp. There's people from JB comin down to Kajang, as well as people from pahang, Klang as well as KL! The team includes me, Beii, Aunt Janet, Mum, Uncle Tan, Steve and Lan Leng. Everyone plays their own role.

Beii - You did a great job with our beloved detox 60 t-shirt. It's really nice. Finally i have a T-shirt that i can wear out for shopping. It looks really HIGH FASHION!! haha... n' the final slide show that u did. I know it tooks u lots of time to edit it but really, it touches every single's heart. Great Job Girl. So next time i will pass my Batton to u as the MC n' event organizer. My turn to be a taker as a participants to have my own Angel :(. ",

Aunt Janet - Thanks for the great oppurtunity having myself to be the whole event organizer. I learn alot really... without u believing in me, things wouldn't be that smooth. I really learn so much from u aunt.

Mum - Well, i know it's hard to have this stubborn head daughter that always want things to turn up her way in this camp. But u r there to support n' guide me throughout the way. Believing me with what i do. Trust me n' encourage me. Without u as the angel of my life, i don't think i will event host this event n' really believing in myself. U give me ample of space to grow . to fly . to be a bigger me in life. Pulling me through the toughest time of my life. U know what i mean. Half way in my study, not completing my degree... but u r there telling me there's lots more opportunity out there waiting for me. have me believing in my talent that i have and guidance all the way! Love u mum... if it's not for u, i will not be going this far. and mom, last but not the least, thanks for the fruit juice that u prepare for us so early in the morning. It taste sweet not only for me but the rest of the 21 people in the camp.

Uncle Tan - U r the Dad of Bfree. U r the side support that will always will in the blank for us. Making things goes perfectly well. without u, i dunno how things will turns up.

Lan Leng - Thanks for being apart of us. Being the one infront of the registration counter collecting payment, teaching us sign language. Everyone really enjoyed!

Steve - My buddy.... Thanks for being my partner this weekend. Hosting with me. I know it's kinda last minute to inform u to pair out with me but it turns up to be a suprise. We do have sparks right? haha... but really thank you. I know this is ur first time detoxing, but yet, when i ask u to join me to host this event, u didn't even think twice and u say yes to me. It's really so nice of u!! U r 2 years younger than me but yet, u never fail to inspires me the way u r in hosting n' buddy, thanks for all the care n' love that u generates to the team! U r awesome!!

Last but not least of course my 2 brothers - Fai and Horng! Thanks you u both for being the one that no matter what we ask u to do, u will do. Dunno what kind of post is this but still Thank you! Thank you for the laughter, thank you for the joy!! U both r my best Brothers.



So this weekend, although this is my 5th time detoxing. But yet, it's a brand new experience for me. As usual, i will get hungry in the second day, but yet with the energy we have from each other, we manage to made it!

I frankly say that i actually quite proud of myself. Finally i acknowledge myself on something i did. Well, i have no experience in hosting, but from the pass few training with Hank, it does improve my training skills n' hosting skills too. Hank! thanks for the great opportunity and experience. So like what my mum and aunt always tell me, never ever scares to learn more because u will never know when will u be applying it. n' now... at least i ambrace my talent by organizing this detox 60 camp!!

Thanks team!! Thanks everybody!! It's such a great weekend! and FYI, i lost 2.5kg this weekend. I hope this weekend when i'm in penang, i will be gaining back this 2.5kg :(

Yeah... one of my goal is done!! Hosting a event!! I'm done with one fo my goals!! More to come...

a different point of love.

Love is never perfect? hard to believe where i'm a girl that have so much expectation in love, believing in prince charming and always asking for more. ahaha..

Well, i'm 24 this year and my boyfriend is 29. We both have been together for almost 2 years. Love is always sweet in the beginning, getting to know each other, having someone that will love n' care about me everyday. Calling me up in the middle of the day ask how am i doing and telling how much he misses n' loves me! Bringing me out for nice dinner, spending time at home together watching Astro together, whisper softly on my ears saying that how beautiful is it having me by his arms, someone will kiss me on my forehead when i fall asleep, i then share my happiness and sorrows with him, holding his hand climbing the mountains and walking on to the second year with him but yet things now seems like the same. That's where what i call "I'm in my expectation lala land." Wanting for more...

It's been a up and down time for the both of us. Not really seeing each other, just calling each other and jus making sure each other are fine. n' to me as a princess in dream, expecting to have a whole lot of attention from u. I know i am kind of too much.. giving u unneccesaries pressure. Gonna admit that i am still in my middle 20 that looking forward for a interesting and adventurous love but for u my boyfriend wanting a stable n' secure life for us. We both have our own demand and expectation but u r always the understanding one.

Well, u r the love of my life. Never have second thought about not having u as my life time companion. I know you don't know how to sweet talk to me, i know u r not expressive and i know u r not adventurous but all i know is that u have a very big heart of love that will always love n' care about me. and i know that you do.

"love for u is all i need..u loving me back is a bonus.." this phrase will always be with me. I have faith, i trust and i believe. That's the only 3 things that i have in mind when we first get together and yes, this 3 words will keeps our love going.

haha... i don't think i will ever say this to u in person but this is the first post that i would like to acknowledge this man that have love me for 2 years by giving me unconditional love.

I love you Joey from the bottom of my heart!

2nd of May, World Scrap Booking Day!

On the 2nd of May (Saturday) it's gonna be the world scrapping day. Diff part of world have their very own unique way to scrap and of course as for me, i have my own way too by referring other scrappers LO as well and creating it by my own. Here's one of my fav. scrappie website that Elaine introcude me for freebies, http://ikeagoddess.blogspot.com/. For the beginners, they also provide some tutorials on how using photoshop to do your own Digiscrap LO.

Elaine is my Scrappie Sifu. I always like to look at her LO because it brings live and joy in it!! So a live when looking at scrap that she did for Aiden and Caitlyn. So cute both of them. Elaine not only doing Digiscrap but Paper Scrap too. It's really lovely. Lot's of handwork and efoort but of course it is definitely nicer than digiscrap. It can compile all together as a very personal photo album. So lovely.

I wish i could have more time to scrap!! I actually just finish a LO on my two good friends that i jus celebrated their birthday with. A really nice one... More to come.

To celebrate the world scrapping day with the rest of the scrappers in the world. Here's my LO!!

Enjoy!!

I have my very first Sunday all alone by myself...

Me, Myself & I... That's how i felt last Sunday. I found a inner peace of myself... So calm, so peace, so free, so gentle...

I have my morning active sports that i recently have my sporty spirit back on my feets. Playing Badminton, Out for a Jog with my dear Pups and climbing up the stairs of Batu Caves. The 272 steps of stairs... I've been a lazy bumb for quite some years until reasonly well discipline myself with Sports again. Wake up early in the morning like 7am. Haha.... Usually i can hardly open up my eyes at 8 so what about 7!! But Loving to see the active side of me back Alive!

A night by my own 2 days ago... Bro is out with Jackie for their boyish Gossips, parent is out for wedding reception that i choose not to follow. (Usually i will be a good girl of them, following them to the dinner but not this time) I love my Weekends alot... those who know me well will know that! So i decided to be alone, watching "Bride Wars" at home, bring my Pups out for a jog, went out and bought a tin of Seafood Mushroom Campbell with Garlic Toast at bread Story for my dinner. Simple yet yummy... Went back to my room for my very nice Masque Treatment with my CD player on, Melon Dew Aroma theraphy, Smelling nice in my room.. Cleaning up my Baju, doing my laundry, cleaning up the house...

Seriously, I never felt so nice n' calm before... with only myself the whole evening till night. It's nice to be alone once in a while. Like Shirley told me, that's what u call the balance of life. I always love goin out... even shopping n' walking around, looking at cafe, boutiques all by myself. Do love those time alot! Now I finally realize how nice to have some times of mine doin things alone and having time for myself alone!!

Loving It!

Muacs!

Dream by Priscilla Ahn

I was a little girl alone in my little world
who dreamed of a little home for me.
I played pretend between the trees,
and fed my houseguests bark and leaves,
and laughed in my pretty bed of green.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest swing.
I had a dream.

Long walks in the dark through woods grown behind the park,
I asked God who I'm supposed to be.
The stars smiled down on me,
God answered in silent reverie.
I said a prayer and fell asleep.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest tree.
I had a dream.

Now I'm old and feeling grey.
I don't know what's left to say about this life I'm willing to leave.
I lived it full and I lived it well,
there's many tales I've lived to tell.
I'm ready now, I'm ready now, I'm ready now to fly from the highest wing.

I had a dream

Sunshine is back after 2 weeks of full working days!

I'm not getting lazy to blog but I am full loaded with my work but a productive 14 days of my life realligning my office work and my very passionate work of mine on the other hands which is my party event and wedding side of me. I'm now back blogging. Lots to catch up with.. my mum seems to be more likely a blogger than me!! Sigh! but anyways... gonna kick my ass abit on work, family, friends, relationship with my BF (Yet to improve), Health (Weight), and of course keep updating my blog!! I'm back..

Translation For LP127

优秀的声明 (D.O.E)

您的D.O.E是您的LP旅途的路线图. 它是在以后3个月期间将是更新的一个生存文件。细节和清晰保证更加巨大的成功，不管您是否独自地工作目标或支持别人有他们的，因此确信，您的声明是S.M.A.R.T.I的.

S - Specific & Stretchy (具体& 能伸长)

M - Measurable (可测量)

A - Attainable & Action Oriented (可达到的& 务实)

R - Results Oriented (针对的结果)

T - Time Framed (时间构筑了)

I - Interpersonal (人际 )

..........................................................................................................................................................................

递交一张最近颜色照片(IC/Passport size)与您的DOE初稿

您的D.O.E.将被键入并且应该包含以下：

1. 個人資料

a. 全名

b. 地址

c. 电话号码(首页，办公室，流动)

D.出生日期

e. 职业

2. 主要关系

列出人的名字最接近您，包括什么关系。 这也许包括您的配偶、亲戚、亲密的朋友、工作同事等等.

3. 高级课程誓约

“我是一个。。。。。。。。。。。。的男人、女人。

4.团队目标声明

团队目标声明将由在第1个周末作出决定。 您在您修改过的/最后的D.O.E插入您的团队目标声明。

5.个人立场

宣称什么是您的个人立场代表在您的社区或您的国家，甚至世界。 描述您的立场为什么对您来说那么重要，并且什么冲击或变化它在世界上将产生。

6.您上领袖课程的目的

列出您选择LP的原因。 为什么LP对您的重要？

7.3大之柱的声明

• 引发人数 - 个人&团 队声明

a. 写下您为什么选择做引发者的一个立场，并且您会需要怎样的素质成为一位领导？

b. 宣称您承诺在您的LP旅途期间，您将引发几多个人上基本课程？

c. 把您的团队承诺在您的LP旅途期间会引发人来上基本课程的数量加起来，您在修改过的或最后的D.O.E可以插入您的队伍引发声明。

标准来说，在LP的你是在每次基本课程至少你要有一个人被你引发在课程里面。 这就说着您的LP的每个人的，您的LP都有引发的确切的人数在每次基本训练。 平均起来，每个LP成员引发3个人进基本课程。

• 目标

请写下3个你现在有的目标， 具体写下你会在LP旅途中实现的这些目标的结果。例如：描述目标，为什么这个目标对您那么重要，而你现在目标的状况是怎样呢？然后把它分解为你要是一个怎样的人？要做些什么？结果？

Be: 我将是…(态度方式将会支持我达到我的目标）

Do:我将采取的行动是。。。（什么，多频繁，跟谁，可计量）

Have:在第3个周末之前，我将会有… （具体，可测量）

从不同的区域选择目标在您的生活中保证平衡。 例子： 家庭、事业、健康、关系、信仰、教育、休闲或者财务。

• 社区服务

社区服务是人际的。 宣称您的个人社区服务承诺并且包括您为什么选择您的社区这个区域为LP的期间服务。 极少的服务是每个星期1个小时。

8.特别天分/独特的技巧

描述在您身上有的特别天分/独特的技巧，您的LP可以在您的身上学习的至少1个天分或技巧。

9.领导研究/学习

辨认您最敬佩的20或21世纪的领导，并且他有您仰慕或崇拜的领导特征。 您将会完成这本书然后会在第3个周末之前写关于这位你敬佩领导者。

再检查。 是您的D.O.E被键入了和" S.M.A.R.T.I.呢" ？ 您的D.O.E是不是优秀呢？

Turn Off the lights...

50% Malaysian choose to support the Earth Hour instead of 60 minutes of global warming. There's nothing much we need to do right!?! Just turn off the unnecessary currant. That's all... It's pretty cool having our parents, grandparents, relatives, friends, stranger, children to do it all together to support and love our planet! It will be nice if we can have it once in a month, or once in a week to make it a routine in our habits n' lifestyle or saving the unnecessary electricity. How loud can it be if everyone is moving towards the direction of saving the world, our Home!

Even Ikea, 1 Utama is supporting the Earth Our. Stores like Forever 21, Island Shop, Delicious off their unnecessary lights to during the 1 hour. Pretty cool huh. Well, I'm not at home during that 1 hour, but i was out with my girlfriends for movie, "Confessions of a Shopaholic ".

The 4 shopaholics - Shirley + Esther + Sew Fang + Myself has been waiting for the movie for quite some times... and Finally it's out. A movie that speaks so much about women like us that so in love with shopping... that ends up spending all our cash and credit cards for unnecessary dresses, handbags, accessories, jewelery and lots more like some slimming peels, whitening products.. bla bla bla... u know what i mean girls!! If i would have to take out all the dresses, and baju baju in my wardrobe, it can cost me my travel to my Fav. Europe country... and also owned my very own boutique. It's so stupid thinking about thing that i spend! Of course it won't stop me from all my expenses on shopping because i nejoy n' love my shopping once in a month but now it have me to think twice before i spend. It might not help much with the movie but it have me aware with my shopaholics behaviour!

This is one fashionable, Trendy, Humorous and romantic Movie that Shopaholic Ladies should not miss!! Enjoy!

Vintage Potrait

Products & Art Piece that can be decorate in ur house. Lovely isn't it?

This is something really interesting that i came across in one of this website - http://www.vinylsilhouettes.com/ . Giving me good ideas of what should i actually i can do to my room wall to occupied some of the space that i want it to be paint. I always like the vintage feel, not only my dress but my dear lady like room that no longer be some Barbie- Doll looking room where Shirley n' Hank use to tease me with... haha

Here's my first 2 try on - Bro & I

This is my first 2 try out. Gonna print it out in bigger size so i can paste it in to one of my photoframe. Something personal u can do for urself ",

Show that i care for my ONLY Planet that I live in...

What its all about?




This is one of the mail that i saw in my bro's inbox where Astro as well putting a hand to support Earth Day.

It’s as simple as a flick of the switch. Jus the matter do u want to be part of the movement . Support . Source . Energy . Care .


What began as a campaign to get Sydneysiders to turn their lights off, has grown to become one of the world’s biggest climate change initiatives. In 2009, at 8.30pm on March 28, people around the world will turn their lights off for one hour – Earth Hour. We’re aiming to reach one billion people, more than 1000 cities, all joining together in a global effort to show that its possible to take action on global warming.

Earth Hour started in 2007 in Sydney, Australia with 2.2 million homes and businesses turning their lights off for one hour. Only a year later and this event had become a global sustainability movement with up to 50 million people across 35 countries participating. Global landmarks such as the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, Rome’s Colosseum and the Coca Cola billboard in Times Square, all stood in darkness, as symbols of hope for a cause that grows more urgent by the hour.

Earth Hour 2009 is a global call to action to every individual, every business and every community. A call to stand up, to take responsibility and to get involved in working towards a sustainable future. Iconic buildings and landmarks from Europe to The Americas will stand in darkness. People across the world will turn off their lights and join together in creating the vital conversation about the future of our precious planet.


Over 64 countries and territories are participating in Earth Hour 2009. This number grows every day as people realise how such a simple act, can have such a profound result in affecting change.

Earth Hour is a message of hope and a message of action. Everyone can make a difference.

Join for Earth Hour 2009, turn off your lights at 8.30pm Saturday 28 March.
Spread the news to everyone so that more and more peoples in the world can join this campaign.

For more information:http://www.earthhour.org/

Let's have this be one of the source of getting everyone to do it together, show MY support and love to my ONLY planet that i live in!

The day where everyone stood still for Our HOME!

Kob is back for the Weekends

It suppose to be AWlympic meeting.. but coming from a very wrong intention, everyone actually having a chill mood celebrating Kob back to Malaysia instead on our progression on AWlympic. Too bad, it is postpone to the 2nd of April now. hehe...

and we're @ OLDTOWN, Jaya 1

a place where most of KL & PJ people love to hang out at with friends and family. Nice food with well brew white coffee. Safe some trouble on where to decide to land on for yum cha session.

Kob is back with us for a couple of days.

Here's everybody with a smile on their face. It's been really long since our last meet up with most of us...

We all got nice small eyes that can kills right?!? n' Jess, ur daughter is as lovely as u. Keep the small eyes for ur next generation, it's really beautiful!

Kob & I

Really gonna admit, Kob is hot!! Very Good looking guy with fantastic personality. A really nice guy to hang up with, very gentle n' patient. See u soon in Bangkok one of the day ya Kob!

Coussie day out !

It's Saturday... Wakeup really early in the morning, went to my mum's Yoga Class. For a very long tme i didn't stretch myself... My hands and legs really harden up! but it's always my fav, because yoga can really relief my stress n' burden on my shoulder, stretching is all away n' balance up my body posture... yoga is really slow... but very soothing!!

Went to Klang after class with my mum to visit my grandpa. He's not feeling too well.. Feeling sick n' can't really walk.. he slip down in his bath room. he Don't really have appetite to eat actually... kind of worried bout him!! so went up to Klang to visit him. Thank God he's feeling better now. Gonna go and visit my grandparents now more often because they r really getting older day by day. That's something i can do for them...

After visiting him, Beii n' I drove down to my house and we went out together for meeting @ crystal crown ", then out for our lunch @ FullHouse. It's been a long time we didn't hang up together.. When comes to time that we ca get together, we really have fun with it catching up with each other and burst ourself with laughter... That's us if u know us well enough (My grandma's blood is somewhere in us..) so can't help, we're jus a nice bunch of Kids from our family.

No matter how long we didn't meet up, when we're all together, it's always with bond, love and fun. Ta jie jie... know that u r at sydney but ur laughter is revolving around us. Photo wise, Can photoshop.

LiVee is with us as well.. Yeah!! =P (Don't say i never put pics of urs ya Ta Jie Jie!)

We went back to Klang to fetch Mr. Horng after our lunch...

Went to makan Shabu-Shabu for dinner... so loaded but yet... my bro insist to go, so went all the way to puchong permaisuri for dinner. It's always our fav. place for Shabu-shabu buffet steamboat for only RM 26.50 per peson opposite Giant Puchong. The three of them really worth the money back man. Eating like no body business.. and i know... i eat less than RM20.00. Only Veggie, n' taufu pok! Beii, Horng n' Fai is jus like some herbivore like that. Seh.... Cannot la... too full d. U guys eat on behalf of me ma. Not bad.

Looking forward to have this kind of weekends again with my dear couzzies..

Love u guys!

Head Count. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5.....

The Snap Competition! To win, U have to have 5 head counts to score ur positive points. Let's see who's the Cam whore Champion?

Round 1 :

Round 2:

Well... It's pretty obvious that round two doesn't really help!?!

So camwhoring queen : Cheng Cheng.... Chi Yan!! haha.... Not too bad my camwhoring skills. There's some improvement but of course there's more to be improve. Gonna compete with Chris Leong later =P

This is something Gila "Crayzee" that i will do with my Crayzee Bunch of buddies. Do have fun snapping shots with each other. Yew Khuay is showing some of his camwhoring skills to us... Not too bad but u still lose for our Head Counts Challenge! muahahaha...

This Polaroid LO i got it from http://poladroid.net/. Pretty cool that i last saw it from Beii's blog @ http://www.lvbeii.blogspot.com/. Save alot of my time to photoshop my pics n' do it in illustrator. It straight Lay it out for me in Polaroid style. Pretty fun. All u need is to log in to the website n' download the program for free! I really love the colour effect, jus like from the Original Polaroid camera. Kinda Lomo Camera feel actually. How i wish there's one for LOMO!!

Here's more pics that we took on that night @ Syed, PJ State for dinner after GE. The Gila- Gilaz one!! :

Diff Effect on all my Polaroids. So lovely.... Go n' download one and have fun with it. Have fun with ur polaroids cam! ",

Happy Weekend!