Monday, July 28, 2008

I am so in-love with the last July's Weekend - Part III

It's Sunday.. and usually i will be spending my sunday morning with Sue or my family or sometimes with my hiking gang! But still breakfast on Sunday is my best choice! This Sunday, as usual.. Me in my breakfast mood. Sue n' I went all the way down to KL, Jalan Imbi to have our pork Noodle. Our common place will be places like Imbi pasar, Chinatown Yuk Wu Hin Dim Sum, La Bodega @ Bangsar Telawi, Western Food @ Tmn Desa, PJ Old Town, Alexis Bangsar and someplace in PJ, KL... U can find us in places like this!

Then we will chill out around in Flea market in Mont Kiara. Sunrise, The Curve, Amcorp Mall and BSC Bangsar Area. I love my Flea Market. Sometimes u will find the nicest fine piece of dress or accesories in places like this. It's jus so unique with very reasonable price. Anyone who is a fans of flea market can always come with me.. or even tell me where other flea market that i havent' explore yet! n' even Bangsar Village, they have nice booth over there selling things like nice notebooks, pillows, embroideries, books, cup cakes.. yum yum! That's my fav. things to do. Shop, observe, absorb, then share! I jus bought a really nice piece of enbroided dress frm Mt. Kiara Flea yesterday. It's so Audrey Hepburn. As u know.. I am a lil' fans of Audrey Hepburn fans when i was just a little girl! She's a legend, she's the fashion icon, she's the woman that have a heart of gold! I love her lil' black dress! I love her movie. I love breakfast at tifanny's. So i like things that have the Audrey Hepburn look n' design. The dress is so beautiful but too bad there's some tea stain on it when i saw it. The lady sell me this dress for only RM35. Thanks for the bargain lil' moo moo.. I need to send it to the laundry for dry clean since it is embroided and it is laced! so better not to destroy it by washing myself!

Sue and I will usually end our Sunday Morning with our Fav. Flavor ice-cream!! haha.. whatelse other than Baskin Robbins! yummie.. no wonder I fat!! Now i know.. it's either we will have our teatime or with some nice dessert!

Delicious Torchbearer Trio Sorbet @ Baskin Robbins with our Statue of Liberty pose!

After our delicious ice cream.. I then head back office for work! It's tiring facing the computer for like 3 hours that day.. But Sunday I will usually hv extra energy for work because of my lovely Breakfast in the morning! Around 6pm.. I then went to Esther's place to pick her up to attend my high school's friend Didi's Wedding. It's such a beautiful mexican weddings.. Didi get married her long run Mexican's BF. She's so pretty and they are such a Beautiful couple!! I get to meet lots of my high school friends ever since i last meet them after our Form 5 graduation. I saw Iwaz, Ameen, Hafiz Roslan, Jihan, Shandy, Cheryl, Melissa, Leena, Paviter, Vivian and few of our senior! Not bad.. get to meet lots of them! I am gonna see u soon Esther for more photos!

Love my Sunday!

I am so in-love with the last July's Weekend - Part II

I am all back in KL! Doing things that I enjoy the most! Going out for morning breakfast.. Being with my family... hanging out with my bro.. Talking on the phone with my friends.. Flea market window shopping (not that window but try to control myself), House work time.. Cleaning my room and go to some new place to explore the nice food n' cuisine. That's basically what i love doing on weekends!

So this weekend is jus a perfect weekend for me! Saturday.. haha.. I jus enjoy being alone at home! No contacts... Phone's in my room and the whole day i am catching up myself with my ASTRO that i did not touch for ages. Sleeping on my coutch.. eating my fav. can pineapple. Basically jus like a exhausted piglet. Don't feel like doing anything! Supposingly goin back to office to finish all my hang over work but i jus too reluctant to get myself up! No phone calls from dad.. mom.. and bro.. They are so nice for the first time! Thanks to my understanding family that I am so dehydrated after coming from KK!

Daddy brought us out for makan at one of the Korean Restaurant @ Ampang. Not too bad.. We ordered 4 plates of meat and one korean kimchi steamboat... yum yum.. so delicious! with all the side dishes they served.. It is jus nice! Fullfilling... the best part was.. It only cost us RM197.00 for the whole meal... SO SO SO reasonable! i have tried one of the korean shop from there too onJin Yee's Birthday Dinner... the shops over there serve good portion of food with very reasonable price. It's only opposite Ampang Point! Nice n' reasonable! So family reunion, friends gathering, birthday party, this is one best spot!

Well.. My parents esp. my dad! He always complains bout me hardly being there on weekends for family dinner. Sorry papa... Most of the weekends I am usually in my Weddings and Training.. I promise u, if i have my spare weekends, i will definitely have dinner with u! Earn more money bring u to any makan place u want to be! My dad enjoy his FINE FOOD the most... What makes him feel happy n' satisfied with his busy weekdays is his Food n' Family! I am always so touch by my dad because he will always ask my mum bout my weekends n' makesure i will not missed any good food, dinner that he gonna bring us to!

Love u my dear family!

Sunday, July 27, 2008

I am so in-love with July's Weekend - Part I


After 6 days in KK.. Finally i am back to work and get myself grounded with things that i have to do! Once I announce : ting ting ting ting (on my wine glass).. attention please!!! ahem... Chi Yan is back with her work, monday blues, funs, friends, stress, phonecalls, daily life, family, musics and her piece of mind after conquering Mt. Kinabalu!! Wee weeeee..

So now I am back to my KL life.. but this time, making a slight turn in my work n' getting to know myself in a different side. Very much on discovering and exploring myself... Since I am back from KK... I am now back to my working desk.. Back to me blogging more on my trip but now... I am back with my life.. No longer with my holiday mood although i will be goin to my next island trip- Pulau Tioman! Yipee ...

Well.. on Friday night, I was at Bfree for the July Birthday Party Celebration! It's always fun to involve or get urself participate Birthday party like this. It's always full of suprises... n' of course i meet lots of wonderful new faces everytime i am there! So this July, I am the host of the Party and this is my first time wearing the Emcee Jacket n' get myself all ready for the Party and of course... always have my beautiful assistant Elsee and the other half assistant Ms Beii that is so sickly there with us! Thanks girls! Without u, i won't even dare to stand up to speak a word! Thanks Mum, Aunt Janet, Uncle Edwin for all ur encouragement and support and the great oppurtunity for me to stand on the stage present myself as the emcee of the night! Lots to improve but it's a great beginning!

I hope you guys did enjoy yourself with our COLD jokes, funny games like the "flamingo contest", "Who is Angelina Jolie", "Frog Detective", "Music Chairs" and "ice breaking The Name Games" and of course yummy delicious food that everyone in our Bfree Family prepared. That night, Ms. Candy n' our Lucky Star make really nice Thai Tofu Salad and Onion Fried Egg... It taste really good! n' We have Mr. Tee the coordinator Tapau "Yau Cha Guai & Ham Zim Peng", Dry style Char hor fun and Sin Chew Mee hon. Ms. Beii proudly represents her Milk Simen Jelly haha.. at least something right!!haha.. Then my mummy cooked her Famous Nasi Lemak, and Ms. Siew Wen with her yummy sandwiches. It's jus loaded with Food. N' of course drinks that I will not forget to mention! John make us really nice Orange Sprite.. thanks for saving us from our thirst because i can hardly have a sip of Elsie's Healthy Prune JuicE!! haha... Too healthy d la my dear!! but still loving it!!

There I go with my two brothers Keiron and Kaf!


And of course for all my Guest of honour... THanks for ur presence.. We won't have so much fun without ur presence! Thanks to my lil' bro Kaf and Horng, always be there to support! Keiron, Jacky.. i can count on u with ur words d !! I hope my two kai sai lou do have fun too ya!

There I go... Some shots that I try to blend in myself with the Ladies.. But too bad.. I am way behind!

After the party ended.. we went out for Movie, Batman - The Dark Knight with the 10 of us. I am so terrified! It's a nice movie.. Joker, Heath Ledger is really good! He's so into his Joker Characteristic! So Real... U r the Best in the movie! Christian Bale is still good in the movie.. but outstanding wise... It's more on Joker. It's a great movie that it worth ur money to watch although most of the scene i can't really get what they trying to say but i definitely gonna watch it another time!

Friday, July 25, 2008

For u my Buddy Katak!


Thanks for being my Camera man... U know ur friend here don't have her camera with her all the time! so what to do.. Be my camera man loo.. Keng Yee can really shoot nice shot! He's one nice man that i know. He's still single n' somemore for u to find out! haha... So bad la me! So this is for u! I hope that u have a enjoyable trip! It's ok u can't make it to the islands but u have a good massage spa right!! haha!! I so jealous la.. Someone is so loyal!!
Maybe some of u trying to figure out what am I talking about.. but for me, Hannee, Joanna, Kenny.. We know everything loo.. haha. We went to have our body spa massage after the tired hike. It's a pleasant massage, it helps to release our muscle pain and body aching.. But dunno why our Mr. Keng Yee here.. He's not even climbing the Mt. but everywhere of his body is aching crazily when Ms. ahhhemm massaging for him! Too syiok already is it? n' now... everytime when we see him.. we will start teasing him with his ache!! haha!
So buddy... jus relax next time when u r in a massage k! muahaha

Thursday, July 24, 2008

On our journey to Laban Rata..

Umi our Asst. Tourguide & Porter. She's always cool n' slumber...

Joey looks abit like Uncle Kapak Minyak

Still bersemagat lagi...

Pose with my cowboy hat.

Only 2.5KM.. 6 more KM to go..

Pose n' Pose all the way...

Not bad la u my lil donkey.. Still look fresh!

Wee are Coming!

Beautiful Scenery..
Jynnie is Hot from behind!

Obviously Jonathan is thinking about Jessie when everyone is really tired!

Joey & Joanna.. Smile!

Erik always trying to capture the nicest shoot for us. So this is for u Buddy...

Still can bergaya for a with my shades... but not too long!

Hannee, Mic, Erik @ the very beginning entrance

The Porters

I miss KK...

I have a great great 6 days break in Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. Part of the reason why is because of Joey.. but still minus him, KK is a nice place to be for holidays...


It's kinda Dramatic actually.. haha.. Ms. Woei tyng should know this more than me. The IC thing la.. haha.. She "thought" she got bring IC to the airport.. haha ", not to mention.. that's the Baby that we know.


So here's my flight to KK. We took Airasia and that's the first time i travel with Joey on the plane so I am pretty excited about it. We reach KK around 8pm. Joey's dad came n' fetch us up. I have not meet uncle for 1 year... He is still as strong as ever. 70 years old man!! Not bad!! Somemore he can drive fast. I have my first Bak Kut Teh Dinner with Joey's parents. It's nice but nothing compare to our klang Bak kut teh... they are still the best.

In this trip, i manage to try alot of local food compare to my previous trip with Joey.. all he brings me to is his fav. "Kon Lou Mien" swt!!! So not bad.. This time we extend the food... I tried the very nice Apiwon Beef Noodle, then buah Salak, then Sabah Porridge, Nice delicious Seafood, Fav, Veda Blue Ice cream, Little Italy famous Italian pasta, lots n' lots of seafood.. actually not much but anyway.. i gonna be there for christmas again. So i can't wait for more delicious food!





Sad thing was i didn't manage to climb to the peak after so many nice food. Haih... it's all me my fault. Bersemangat only in the beginning. Anyway.. It's a very beautiful place u can bring ur parents there for holidays! When i jus reach the park, the first thing that i did is i called my parents straight away using 3G, show them the beautiful Mt. Kinabalu and the very spacious chalet that have a similiar design with Smokehouse, Cameron Highlands. It's jus beautiful. Somemore got fire place... but too bad I am not staying there... we stay in a smaller room with double decker bed. Michael n' Han Nee stay in the same room with me n' Joey. They r such a nice room matez of mine. We are busy packing up the whole night!

So here's some of the photos that I have took using my Hp camera :



With Beng Beng and Jonathan the real climbers!



Our Guide Abang Jennius.. hehe.. One nice guy that guide us through Mt. KK

This is specially for u lil' Washington...

Washington LEONG ( Thanks Keng Yee) is with us during the trip. Thanks for all the laughter n' funny moment that u have brought us during our trip in KK lil' fella. U r jus cute n' adorable...

I think this is the first time that I am so close to u... Usually i will see u from far, if i go nearer.. then u will jus runaway.. make me thinks that i am like some big bad monster like that! Not that bad what me this jie jie... Carry u, playing with u, bully u haha...
Lil Washington don't eat much.. Always makes Mummy Estee don't know what to do about it. Even ur Kai Yeh Keng Yee can't handle u... haha!! I like ur evilness...
I always think that u r a quiet lil Boy but I am wrong.. U r not... Full of energy, running here n' there until Estee n' Erik don't even bother d.. haha... U Rocks Lil' Washington! More ganas one is he enjoys his Beer n' Wine.. Dip it into ur Pacifier tut tut... then add some prawn n' veggie in ur daddy's beer so u can have it all by urself... Smart Fella...
Looking forward to have u lil Fella in our next trip! U R in our LIST!! Love u lil' washington...

Sunshine scrappies @ KK...

Han Nee & Michael loves their Beef Noodle @ APIWON

He is my tourguide, he is my boo, he is my superman, he is the man who shines my day...

The peak is behind us... So near yet so far ",

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

I am back from KK... and I am so exhausted!!!

Hie my dear friends... I am back! n' I am so so so tired! Jus came back from Mid Valley after Fishball Livee's Farewell dinner @ Tony's Romas. Nice grilled... this makes me even more sleepy. So fast 2 weeks already.. n' she's goin back to Australia.. I am gonna miss u so much my dear!! You take care k", n' i will see u soon!

and erm... sad to say i did not reach the Peakof Mt Kinabalu! So dissapointed!! I jus reach home safely yesterday night 12am. I have so much to blog about my journey but i am jus so exhausted now! I will continue my long long story tomorrow k!

I am about to sleep now. Have to take my hot shower first! See ya tomorrow ",

Thursday, July 17, 2008

I am off to KK for Mount Kinabalu...

I will be back on Monday. Will definitely take alot of nice pictures. Pray hard for me that my IRON WILL will be strong enough for me to reach the peak!

See You next week looo... tata

Monday, July 14, 2008

W.E.D.D.I.N.G Cards

I am back to my wedding Industry after 2 months paying full attention on my dad's business! Now our products is in market already... For your information, I am a Graphic Designer in my dad's company. One and only one.. so i have to pore my whole effort in the company. Finally it's done! So now it's time to concentrate on my own work.



I love Weddings!! I am so passion in Weddings.. When I was just a little girl, I am so in love with fairy tales. The scene of Cinderella got married to her prince charming... That's how a wedding should be! It's the beginning of this beautiful fairy tales! I am a wedding planner... I love to do all sorts of things that related to wedding! I did makeup for bride, I cordinate Weddings n' of course design beautiful wedding cards for the new couples!



This is one of the Wedding Cards Design that i did for this newly weds couples Jessica Lee & Michael Britten.These cards are as well designed by me! It's my art piece! I wonder how mine is goin to turn up! But i just loving it!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Happy Birthday Ms. Moo Moo

Today is Ms. Ong Moo Moo's Birthday!!! Why r u Moo Moo to me? Moo Moo... haha... Cow obviously!! She's like a cow!! A stubborn Cow!! Only 25 but the stubborness like 55 years old uncle! So stop having this Carl's Jr face pls.. Hehe.. but deep down, she really have a heart of golds!

Lil' moo moo is one unique Moo Moo I ever know... Someone that knows me from top to toe.. One nice woman that u wouldn't want to Missed! She's a copywriter!! She knows how to copy then write.. So.. haha!! Pandai Leh!!
So it's lil moo moo birthday today! Actually I already celebrate with her a Belated Birthday! We Have Shabu-shabu but guess what... Half way the whole place got no electicity and u know.. I only eat 3 slice of my pork only... Haven eat my Yee Mee yet! That's what steamboat all about right.. Finish to fill up your tummy with the finale YEE MEE!! n' what the.. tak ada electricity. Potong Steam nya...
Then nvm... we then head to the Market Place for some Drink.. The place is cozzy n' nice! I love the interior. It's a reataurant & lounge. Haven't try the food yet but the price seems reasonable! It's a great place to hangout! With nice House music! Thanks lil moo moo for bringing me there!! It completes my Night! Then haha... i know u hate the saxophone birthday Suprise.. But it's jus specially for u! How nice that he even dedicate our Fav. Songs L.O.V.E by Nate King Cole & The girls from Ipanema! NICE!
And Ms. Kay a.k.a. Carol Chong Li Yin.. IT's so sweet of u organized this beautiful Italian Birthday Dinner for Sue.. I'm wrong... all this while I think Kay can't cook! But don't play play.. She attend Cooking Class one OKAY! Thanks for the great satisfying Dinner!
Starter : 1) Salad 2) Mix Mushroom searved with franch toast 3) Mushroom Soap
Main Course : Creamy Seafood Fettucini

Desert : Tiramisu (Lil Moo Moo's burfday cake!)
So there we are with our dinner.. SO Fullfilling. Thanks Chef Kay!

After our dinner.. We watch Sex and the City but it took us like 15 minutes to figure out Evonne's DVD player how the sound system works! and how come the host doesn't know the function one... haiyoo.. She even believe me to touch on her TV screen to play the movie!! haha!! U know.. I like to buat kacau but u always react towards my tricks! Not bad! That's y i love my mother theresa!
Evonne, Jane, Eva, Kay, Sue, Jin Yee, Munera, Munera's Friend and Me myself is in da house! So noisy can all of us! haha!! Too bad my God Son DADA is not home! If not we can see him pumping on his pillow.. muahahaha... But we had fun!
Here we are.. The ladies from Sex and the City!! LP 94 Ladies Rocks!
Evonne n' Ms Jane.. Can u behave yourself!! Haiyoo...
Here we are our sweet ladies from 94.. The green one is already taken.. so the two is still for sales.. haha =P
Eva & Jane with their Ice Cream Potong!Chef Kay with her Fans Ms. Lau Jin Yee & Cik MuneraS.W.E.E.T & C.R.E.A.M.Y like TiramisuSo here's Charlotte and Miranda since Captain Munera likes her so much!!
Such a Lovely Night with all of u Girls! Muacs n' so looking forward for our Trips!! When ahh ?!?

Babies Pillow Talk Night!


Long long time ever since we both last have our pillow talk after busy dating out with our Bf... It's been a long long time we both didn't sit down together and have our ladies talk until late night! We both as everyone knows.. cute adorable Babies kan!! ahaha.. But once we are really upset n' vulnerable.. here we go.. WaWaWAwa.. n' Woei Tyng will be like popek-popek.. haha..

So we popek the whole night la! We both have so much similarities in Different ways.. But that's what make us so adorable haha.. vomit blood! So after talking on my bed for like 2 1/2 hours... We have a conclusion now... We both love our other half very much although we can be very demanding n' babyish! But what to do.. our both Bf love us for that right?

My dear Woei Tyng.. Thanks for being the one that supporting me all the time... We both know each other bullshit very much so we can't really hide it!! To be honest.. the first knowing u... I kind of resist u... Haha!! That's the deep dark secret! haha.. U la.. Can't speak fluent cantonese!! So annoying... haha.. n' always popek.. But who knows for what reason? Now... she can even teach me how to pronounce certain cantonese words!! We popek together!! until Matt can hardly stand us! "Haijoh.. This two is so noisy!"

Thanks for being there baby!! Dare to love, Dare to hate! That's us! That's how challenging love can be! and i see that in u! Let's Go Strong, Go Stronger!! Gonna have more talk on the plane! Can't wait till this thursday!

Sweetdreams!

Fishball Vee is Back!

It's so nice to have our Ta jie jie back here in town! As usual... When i Hop in to a car where both sisters is here, we will non stop talking and paiseh la uncle.. I know i suppose to direct u the way for our dinner but jus can't help! I am happy till i can't focus 2 things in one!! haha!! so sorry for that!

We makan at one of this Thai restorant in Pandan Indeh, Cheras. They serve nice Thai Cuisine. We ordered "Si Ham", Prawn Cake, " Yau Cha Guai " Donuts, Kerabu Chicken Feet, Nice Crab Panggang, Fried Rice with lots of prawn! It's jus loaded with dishes in our table! Guess how many dishes Li Vee get to eat... Not bad! She improved u know.. Other than Crab, Si Ham... the rest she can eat d! haha..

I know jus one dinner will not be enough will not be enough for us! Looking forward to see u girls this tuesday ya! I will rush up my work and u will be one of my clients this Tuesday since I will sneak out from my office early! haha ", wink wink!

Leave some memory space for me .. I want more pic with u girls la when i dress and makeup nice nice k! Cause won't have much time with Ta jie jie la since i will be goin to KK!! Sob Sob!! U girls have fun! U both are always my best! Love ya

Thursday, July 10, 2008

More than words!


When we work, we work!! When we make-up, we make-up. When we have fun, we have FUN! That's they way ah huh.. ah huh... Happy Birthday Elsie! Forever 18 ya!

Here are we... Instead of Breakfast in Tifanny

R we perfect with our perfectness?

We are physically perfect but how many of us r mentally perfect? How many of us r here to live just to survive? How many of us actually Thank God for giving us a perfect mind, body and soul?

For the 23 years I've been living in this planet, How many times I look at the Mirror and be gladful for what i have and had! To be honest.. I will always feel that it's never enough for me! That's the truth! But after the talk tht i attended in Bfree by this lady called "Chen Pik San", I jus have to keep my mouth shut and do what important and not always looking for excuse and reason not to do it!

I have a really great night with this leader that came all the way down to bfree jus for us sharing all her pass experience. She's actually a handicap but she never allow her mind to be one.. Her spirit to live and to be the light to light up the hope of her family is so inspiring!

I have lot more to say about her but i am getting too sleepy. But yet i still log in to type some of my feelings n' emotional thoughts. I want to keep this fire momentum burning. It's a great night but it's now 12.30am already. I better go n' have my quick shower n' go to sleep! Tomorrow is gonna be a brighter day. I will blog about her more tomorrow with some of the pic that Ms.Elsie n' Kaffie have took! Hopefully i manage to get it from them tomorrow!

Good Night!

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Sex and the City


I don't really crazy on the Sex and the City episodes actually. Jus once in a while I will follow few series but not really the crazy one that makesure i watch every series! But not for the movie. Since beginning of the year.. Everyone that love fashion, trend and of course sex has been talking about the movie! When is it gonna be out? Is Carrie gonna get married? How the four of them will turn up in the movie! What kind of dresses are they gonna wear? Is there any sex scene?

Overall, It's a beautiful ending... Nice story! Me and Beii is like we want to be SISTERS forever.. I know it sounds CCish but that's r what sisters are for! Be close, trend, wealth, beautiful, fun and naughty together!!! I think we both turns Charlotte after that! SHe's still my fav. As bubbly as ever! As loud as ever.. As fairy tales as ever.. It's more likely my characteristic!! But anyway.. Sue tell me that The movie is goin to be in town soon. But i believe they gonna be censoring most of the scene!

So what i was thinking to have all my close girls in my house watching it together. Cooking nice pasta with some finger food or popcorn. Nice lemondade.. laying down on my couch.. n' we shall enjoy this together!


But how come Malaysia only have our very first premier somewhere this month? But anyway.. i watch it already! i know it's not original.. but still i can't keep waiting! Their baju is so paradisily beautiful! I like one of Carrie's Dress.. So ballerina! but still.. this require a very nice body! So i am gonna really work out on my weight! Fit in alot of nice dress and my fav. pencil skirt! Even one of the wedding gown! It's so beautiful! If Joey and I is looking forward for 10/10/10.. I really need to do something about it.

Other than the movie. My fav. of all is going to be the soundtrack! Some of it i already upload it in my playlist! There's Latin, Instrumental, and some light n' easy one. Even fergie sings one of their track! So u can check it out!

1. Labels or Love - Fergie
2. All Dressed in Love - Jennifer Hudson
3. Mercy - Duffy
4. Look of Love [Madison Park vs. Lenny B Remix] - Nina Simone
5. New York Girls - Morningwood
6. All This Beauty - The Weepies
7. I Like the Way - Kaskade
8. It's Amazing - Jem
9. How Deep Is Your Love - Bird & the Bees
10. Heart of the Matter - India.Arie,
11. Auld Lang Syne - Mairi Sine Campbell, Dave Francis
12. Kissing - Bliss
13. How Can You Mend a Broken Heart - Al Green, Joss Stone
14. Walk This Way - Joe Perry, Run-D.M.C., , Steven Tyler, Steven Tyler
15. Sex and the City Movie Theme - Pfeifer Broz. Orchestra,

This is one of my fav. movie after 'The Devil Wears Prada' and the '27 dresses'. I love movie like this! Love comedy.. haha.. My fav. But Hancock also nice ok darling! I even cry.. What duh.. Like some emo girl like that!